jailbird | b.e.

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kiara's pov:
"i just can't believe you let that weird bitch back into your life." amber muttered, eliciting another sigh from me.

"i know she's crazy, amber. i know.. she's good to me." i reasoned and she shook her head.

"she'll be good to you until she won't, then god knows what she'll do, babe. i'm just trynna look out for you!" amber said.

"she won't."

i heard the someone fumbling with the lock of the door and turned around, a very high looking billie walking in.

"sup, amber." bille greeted her before collapsing on the couch and cuddling into me. okay?

"what the fuck?" i mouthed to amber, pointing at billie. she shrugged. "you good, billie?" i chuckled and she nodded, squeezing me as she laid on top of me.

"i ate like.. a LOT of edibles." billie giggled. i shook my head, looking at amber with my lips pressed into a line. having billie stay with me is like having a kid, swear to god.

"'kay. go sleep." i told billie, brushing my hand down her face as if that would make her sleep. she stared at me creepily for a minute.

"you're so sexy." she whispered.

"get out." i told her, making a noise that was somewhere between a laugh and a scoff. "get out!" i repeated, giggling. "go take a nap. i'll join you later." i softly pushed her away and she wandered out of the room.

i met ambers eyes again and she had her eyebrows furrowed. "i'm sorry, is there something going on here that i don't know about?"

"no..." i trailed off, amber having an unamused look on her face. "okay, yeah." i sighed.

"for real?" she asked and i nodded. "for real for real?"

"yes, amber. my god. we kissed the day she got out and we make out sometimes and billie kinda fucked me a couple of days ago and she tells me that she loves me and that she dreams about me." i quickly rushed out.

the only response i got from amber was "are you dumb?".

"maybe." i chuckled lightheartedly.

"girl, bye. literally bye." amber said, standing up. "and when she nearly kills you like she did her mom, then what? hm? don't say i didn't warn you."

with that, she was out the door. is she mad at me or...? i sighed for the millionth time today and stood up, walking to my room. billie was curled up in a ball on my bed but i didn't really take any notice. she's weird.

i know she's like a terrible person, i really do, but when i'm around her i feel like she's the only girl in the world. kinda sounds like love. i DON'T love her.

i heard my phone get a notification so i checked my messages, seeing i had a text from amber.

amber

girl i love u, i really do
but ur literally collecting
all the red flags and making a blanket here

ok👍

with that, i dropped my phone and plopped on the couch in my room. i'm an adult, i can make my own decisions. me and billie will be fine.. i'm not scared of her. if billie ever lays even a finger on me, i'll beat her ass.

"bro, those edibles were strong as fuck." billie mumbled as she was laying curled up in a ball.

"well.. what did you expect to happen.."

"i don't know.." she trailed off. "we should fuck."

"billie.. no." i sighed.

"it would feel so good. please? i'll let you top me." she said in a sing song voice. billie only let me top her a handful of times.. ever.

"tempting.." i trailed off. "-but no. you're not sober and i am. sorry."

"bro, you're no fun." she whined. "can i at least have a kiss?"

i thought about it. maybe i want that.. i want it bad...

"fine. come here." i gestured her over and she raised her eyebrows before scurrying over. she straddled me (which was hot) and smirked at me.

"well.. kiss me." billie whispered, staring at me through her lidded, red eyes. i suddenly felt intimidated by her presence and stayed frozen to the spot. billie just stared at me, an amused look on her face. "come on, kiara." she said in a sing song voice.

i snapped out of it and leaned forward, meeting billies lips in a soft but firm kiss. billie's arm that was resting on my waist slowly moved up and wrapped around the back of my neck, pulling me closer.

my hands slid down to billie's ass, resting there. her breath hitched and i took that as an opportunity to slip my tongue in her mouth. she tasted sweet, like she had been eating candy or something like that before she got here.

we made out for a couple of minutes like that, billie eventually growing needy. "please, kiara. fuck me." she whined, gasping when i squeezed her ass.

"i would love to.. if you were sober." i told her and she frowned. little did she know i was just as bummed about it as her.

i kissed her again, pulling away before kissing her once again, deepening it this time.

billie pulled away, running her hand down my chest. "come on, baby. you know sober me wouldn't regret it." she reckoned and i thought about it.

"i really want to.. i do, but.. we can't. it would be wrong. sorry." i sighed, patting her ass, indicating for her to get off me.

she groaned, getting off me and throwing herself on my bed. "getting me all hot and bothered and shit." she muttered to herself.

she stayed quiet for a moment before getting off my bed and removing her (my) hoodie. she was wearing a t-shirt underneath which she also removed, leaving her in just her pants and a bra. my eyes trailed down to her boobs and i could feel myself get wet at just the sight of them.

billie then turned around so that she was facing away from me and pulled down her pants so that i could see her ass. this bitch is trynna make me act up.. she was now left in just a bra and a little thong, her whole tattooed body now being exposed.

i gulped at the sight, feeling my face burning. i didn't want to look, but i couldn't look away.

she then made eye contact with me, smirking. "kiara, can you help me get this bra off? i cant reach the hook." it's a front clip bra..

"uh..." i trailed off and billie raised her eyebrows. "yeah." i hesitantly said and billie smiled.

i slowly walked towards billie and reached forward to her bra, holding my breath as my hand brushed off of her boob. i quickly unclipped her bra, eyes widening as her E cups became very visible.

i then turned around and walked towards my bed, pretending to be unbothered. i heard billie lowly chuckle. "i know you want me."

she's right. i do want her. i want every inch of her.. she's dangerous, but i'm starting to think it would be worth it to take the risk.