no title, [poems & words]

being yours

sometimes I think ..maybe
we weren't meant for each other,
not the way we thought all along,
not the way we always talked about

even after you bought me that ring,
our future, our time together ended
and everything changed
all our plans shattered

now I'm at the airport to fly back home,
I'm so afraid I will never see you again

if I leave right now,
I feel like I would lose our past
I thought our love would be strong enough

after I return home,
when I see my parents
how could I not tell them about you,
while hiding the truth of our separation

because I don't know if I can live without you,
with that immense pain in my heart
how can I still go on in life?
everything fell apart..

I still love you