My first love 'Ryan azngami'

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Sitting on Ryan's bed waiting for him to finish his shower, I was texting bae about the trip.

Bestiebae🤎: is it bad that I'm almost done packing?

Me: how? It's only 12pm.. you stayed up all night didn't you

Bestiebae🤎: oopsie 😖

Me: bae merola!!

Bestiebae🤎: sorry! I was just excited

Read 12:34pm
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I looked up from my phone as I heard the bathroom door open. He came out with a towel wrapped around his waist and another drying his hair. His face was plain, no expression. No smile like he usually gives me when he sees me.

"I'll just put it this way Angelica. We need to break up, it seems like I'm the only one fighting for this relationship to stay together. I can't let you be alone with a man for one second without his hands being all over you. You went out with Darren last night, which I didn't mind at all. But when he sent me a video of you pressed up against some man I've never seen before, that's when I had enough. I love Angelica, but maybe I made the wrong decision." Which each word he said my heart shattered.

Biting down on my bottom lip to keep the tears from falling, I nodded. I can't really get upset with him when he's completely right. I've always been close to boys so it's just something I'm used to but I have learn from my mistakes.

I walked out of his room without saying a thing. My first break up and it hurts like a bitch. My legs shook beneath me as I made my way down to my bedroom. Before even reaching the door, I fell to my knees and burst into tears. Chest heaving as salty tears seeped into the corner of my lips.

For the rest of the day, I laid in my bed completely silent. Staring up at the ceiling, eyes puffy and red, throat burning from sobbing. Head pounding from staring up at the light for too long. My phone dinged and i turned on my side and opened the message.

Bestiebae🤎: hey you alright, you haven't been replying to my messages?

Me: is it alright if I come stay with you until we leave? We only have one more day anyways.

Bestiebae🤎: yeah, of course. Is everything okay?

Me: I just need to leave bae..

Bestiebae🤎: give me ten minutes and I'll be there beautiful

Seen 5:12pm

I spent the next five minutes putting my bag by the door. There was only a few but I had zero energy. Leaning against the wall next to the door, i heard someone come down the stares.

"Where are you going?" Oliver of course. I turned around and hugged him, my body shaking as he hugged me back. "Baby sis what's the matter." He pulled me away from his chest, looking down at me with confusion. "Don't worry, I'm going to stay with a friend until I leave. I'll make sure to keep you updated before I leave?" He looked over my appearance and slowly nodded. After he walked away, i leant back on the wall and sighed.

The knock on the door pulled me away from my daydream. Opening the door for him, his smile flattered as he seen me. Cupping my cheeks making me look up at him. I couldn't help it anymore and tears began streaming from my eyes again. "Oh my, beautiful what's wrong why are you crying." His hold was gentle. "He broke up with me bae." My lip quivering as he face softened. He wiped the tears from my eyes and sympathetically smiled.

"Don't cry beautiful, just take this as a way to grow. You have to learn for your mistakes to see the better in things." He grabbed a few of my bags after kissing my cheek. I took the last two and followed him to his car. After putting the bags in the trunk he helped me into the car and headed to his place.