My first love 'Ryan azngami'

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It was destined to happen from the beginning. I should've never gotten attached..
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Going upstairs to grab Ryan's charger, I couldn't find it in our room so I went to regie's to see if he had accidentally left it there. But, when I opened the door I saw more than I wanted to.

Some bitch was on her knees in front of Regie, sucking the soul out of him. I stood there in shock for a moment before going into the room. I grabbed the girl by her hair and dragged her away from him. "Shit Angelica wait!" He shouted as he zipped his pants up. I can't really be mad at the poor girl, so I let go of her hair and turned to regie.

He tried reaching for my arm but I just moved out the way. "Please just let me explain m-" I shoved him, too angry to even cry at this point. "You fucking promised me." I shoved him again this time with more force, causing him to fall against the side of the bed. "Fuck you Reginald. We're done, I don't even know why I agreed to this stupid poly shit anyways." I took the necklace he gave to me off and threw it at him before storming out.

There was no use in crying, I just continued out the day like it never happened. Anytime he tried to talk to me I just found something else to focus on. He's the one that wanted to be with me, so why cheat? Ugh I'm so damn confused.

"Baby you're gripping my hand pretty hard." I looked down at my hand intertwined with Ryan and sighed, loosing my grip. There really was no use in crying when I have the perfect man sitting right next to me. "I'm sorry babe.." He frowned and pulled me into his arms. Kissing the top of my head and rubbing my back.

"He'll come around, don't beat yourself up about it. You guys will be fine by tomorrow." He ruffled my hair and pulled me closer to his side. Snuggling into his chest I nodded. He's not wrong, me and regie will always be close. Even if we're not together, him and Darren are my other halves.

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Sitting in the locker room before gym class, I leant my head against the lockers. My legs shivering from the cold metal touching my short covered legs. The uniform was basic as always. I pair of shorts and a shirt with the school logo printed on the back.

The bell rung signaling class was about to start. Girls flooded into the locker room, talking about attractive boys they seen in the halls or complaining about the mid term we're about to take in the next few weeks. Understandable though so I couldn't complain.

Dragging myself out to the gym, I sat on the bleachers and waited for people to come in. "Can we talk please." His voice sent shivers up my spine. This was bound to happen anyways. "There's no need to apologize regie. It happened and I can't really be upset with you. I just didn't know what to say when I saw you. I'm sorry for ignoring you." He let out a sigh of relief and hugged me tightly.

"Thank god, not having my best friend around was so shit." I chuckled and pulled away from him. "Just promise me you won't do something like that when you get into a serious relationship." He nodded and pulled something out of his pocket. "I really want you to keep this though. You look good in it." He said as he clipped the pearl necklace around my neck. 

Smiling up at him, I playfully punched his arm. "I missed you meat head." He was about to say something when the door to the gym slammed closed. "Guess who got switched to this class." Darren's voice echoed throughout the gym. Me and regie looked at each other before bursting into a fit of laughter.

"What's funny." Darren asked as he squeezed himself between the two of us. "You're face." Regie said holding his stomach from laughing to hard. "Ah yes so funny." Darren rolled his eyes before locking regie in a head lock. The two of the play fought until students came into as the bell rang.

It was now lunch and I had to basically had to drag Darren out of the gym. His hair was damp and stuck to his forehead. "You guys should've warned me that I was about to die in there." Regie patted his head, only to gag and wipe his hand on Darren's shirt. "We take advance p.e. you set yourself up for failure." I looked at regie and shook my head. "Don't forget this is how we looked on the first day too." He went quiet and looked away from me.

"Exactly, now help me get this meat head into the damn cafeteria." He huffed and pulled darren up. Darren tried to kiss his cheek only leading him to end up on the floor. "Christ drop me why don't you." I was helping him up when the others came down the hall.

"What happened to him." Justin asked, arms around Bambi's waist. She smiled up at him and kissed his cheek. "This dimwit decided to take our gym class." They all looked down at him with wide eyes.

"He does know you guys ta-" Darren cut Oliver off with a loud groan as he pulled himself off the ground. Elora rushing over to him to help him. "It was either gym, or ap physics. I'd rather die in gym than write for an hour." Can't blame him there.

"I'm guessing we're eating in the cafeteria today?" Ryan asked as he wrapped his arms around me. Kane appeared with Izzy and Sebastian following the two of them with another random girl. "Yeah, it's getting chilly outside." Bambi said as we all made our way into the cafeteria. Taking out seats at the tables in the back.

I pulled out my lunch box, as soon as I opened it Darren snatched my sandwich. My jaw dropped as I looked over at him. He smiled at me with a mouth full of my sandwich. "Thanks tiny Moy." I whined and pulled on Ryan's sweatshirt. "He took my food ryry." He just chuckled and pulled me into his lap. "I'll share mine with you okay." Oliver pretended to barf, regie only added to it by patting his back and say 'let it all out bro'. I can't stand them sometimes.

"I need to ask you something.."