"I'm losing my mind!" Sakusa was watching him carefully, shocked and lost.
He sighed. "Nevermind it's not important."
"No. Finish what you started."
"Ugh!!! Why everything happens at the same time? I hate it. I hate it!"
"Are you okay?"
"I'm not okay. Ayano just ended everything. I'm not even sad is that weird?"
"Didn't you love her?"
"I don't know. I don't know anything."
"Why did she do that?"
"I- she- I think she got the wrong idea. I don't know. I don't care."
"Oh, sorry for you."
"Omi. Can I hug you?"
He thought for a second. "Yeah." Atsumu wrapped his arms around his waist and buried his head on his neck. I can't breathe. He's my friend. Calm down. You can't think that way right? Oh I want to hold him forever.
"Promise you'll never leave me." Atsumu said as he tightened his arms.
"I promise." He whispered. "Can you make that promise too?"
"I promise." I can't leave you idiot. Because I-
"Are you feeling better?"
"Mhm. Thanks. But I forgot. You were the one who called me because you were bad. I'm sorry Omi."
"It was good to see you. I'm better now."
Stop. If you continue this I can't hold myself from kissing you again. Atsumu broke the hug.
"Will you stay the night?"
"If that's okay..."
"Sure. Wanna take a shower? I promise it's not my disease. Just for you to relax."
"That'd be so good."
Sakusa gave him some spare clothes and towels. Atsumu took them and went to shower.
He makes me feel safe and peaceful. No fuck. What do I do? Is he even into guys?
He finished showering as he was speaking to himself. Wore the clothes that slightly loose for him and got out of the bathroom. Sakusa put his phone to the side that he's been playing and came closer. Took the towel which was on Atsumu's head and dried his hair gently. Atsumu watched him with admiration, mouth half open as his gaze roamed around his eyes and mouth. Sakusa wasn't paying attention other than his hair at that moment.
"Thanks." His eyes never left on his face. Sakusa realized that and he started as well. His hands were still on his hair and he played with it gently.
"Atsumu."
"Hm?"
"I-" he couldn't finish his sentence because of the phone ringing.
"Sorry." Atsumu answered the call.
"Hey."
"Tsumu where are ya?"
"Omi's. I'm staying the night."
"Okay. I'm going Suna that's why I called. I couldn't see ya at home. Is everything fine?"
"Yeah I'm fine. See ya. Say hi to him for me."
"Okay bye." The call ended and Atsumu came back to Sakusa.
"I'm sorry what were you saying?"
"It's not important. Are you hungry?"
"Every time!"
