DSMP trans oneshots

Trans Tubbo

FtM trans Tubbo dysphoria hours but Boss Man supportive husband Ranboo is there for him :))

Trigger warning:
-dysphoria

3rd person pov:
Tubbo was sat in the corner of his room. Curled up in a ball against the wall, hugging himself as he stared infront him. Directly infront of him was a mirror.

He hated what he saw.

Tears threatened to fall as he scanned the person he saw in his reflection. Tubbo had started testosterone hormone replacement therapy a while ago, but unfortunately it didn't help with his height and hybrid appearance.

Tubbos height was one of the main causes for a lot of his dysphoria, almost every other male he knew was taller than him, especially his best friends Tommy and Ranboo. Though even Ranboo was small for an Enderman.

But along with his height, as a Ram hybrid, his horns didn't fully grow in due to being trans, while Rams had big curled horns, Tubbos would never get that big, since he was born female, there was a slim chance testosterone would even give him Ram characteristics.
The horns had already started growing in but he already knew they wouldn't grow much bigger.

Tubbo rested his head on his knees, hugging himself tighter, he couldn't look away from his reflection no matter how much he wanted to. He was completely lost in his dysphoric spiral of thoughts and emotions. He didn't even know how much time had passed till there was a knock at his door.

"Tubbo?" A voice concerned voice called.

Tubbo looked up at the clock on the wall. 'I've been sat here for almost an hour..? Welp better start my day." The boy stood up and took one last look in the mirror, his eyes were slightly red from the tears but he hadn't noticed the change. He put on a smile and trotted towards the door, 'today will be better' he told himself.

He unlocked his door to reveal a towering dual coloured enderman hybrid looking down at him, Tubbo looked at his eyes, one red and one green, he always loved his eyes.
Ranboo never seemed to notice that Tubbo looked at his eyes, that's why he had grown his hair long enough to cover his eyes. Smart right? Big brain.

The smile presented on the tallers face was contagious, instantly gifting him serotonin. "Heya Boss man!" Tubbo cheered, hoping the taller wouldn't notice the small choked crack in his voice as he started speaking. He was wrong.

Ranboo tilted his head slightly, worried for the smaller, "are you alright, Tubbo?"

Tubbo instantly nodded, not breaking his smile even a little, he didn't like confrontation like this, he didn't like the look of his husbands worried face, nor did he want to talk about his dysphoria right now, "yeah boss man all good" he responded, giving him a thumbs up.

Ranboo nodded in understanding, he wasn't entirely buying it, but it was understandable if his husband didn't feel like talking about whatever he was feeling, he didn't want to force him.

Ranboo knew that Tubbo was trans, the ram had come out to him a few months ago, Ranboo didn't quite understand how the smaller was feeling of course since he had never really felt that way himself, but he was there to support him in any way he possibly could.

"So what are we doing today?" Ranboo asked, Tubbo had invited him to hang out today, he had nothing planned to be honest he just liked the others company.

Tubbo shrugged, "I don't know. Just wanted to hang out." He admitted. Ranboo nodded in understanding, "okay then. We can go on an adventure? Or we can go find Tommy?" As Ranboo was listing things, he noticed Tubbos lack of energy, usually he would be jumping at all the suggestions, but right now he could hardly even pay attention. The rams thoughts were muddled and constantly retreating back to his previous dysphoric thoughts, "or we can just hang out at home. Just talk about stuff, ya know?" Ranboo added to the list, making the rams sheep-like ears perk up a bit.

"That sounds good.." he smiled, he felt slightly bad for making Ranboo stay indoors just because he didn't feel like going outside even though it was HIS idea to hang out in the first place. It sounded like Ranboo secretly wanted to hang out outside, but in reality Ranboo didn't really care what they were doing as long as it made Tubbo happy.

"Alrighty then" Ranboo started, "what should we do?" He asked. He was concerned for his platonic husband, he seemed to be slowly zoning out, and as he did so his plastered on smile seemed to slowly fade. Ranboo knew something was wrong and he hated seeing the usually overly energetic ram so drained.

Ranboo held his arms out, startling the brunette out of his thoughts, he just stared at Ranboo slightly confused, this made Ranboo a bit nervous, "come on." He muttered.

The small ram finally understood what was happening, he had not only failed to hide how he was feeling but he also made his husband worry. He sighed in defeat, just giving in to the enderman infront of him. He let his whole body relax and just simply leaned his head against the man. Not feeling like he had enough energy for a full hug.

Though the ender hybrid didn't mind at all, he accepted the rams half hug and wrapped his arms around him the best he could, comforting him.

"I'm sorry for making you comfort me when I asked you over to have fun..."

"Don't apologise, I'm here for you, whatever you need, I'm here."