Should've Said It

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Author's note
Inspired by the song Should've Said It by one of ma queens, Camila I'm gonna write a fic about this song. Next is might be inspired by...FSOG. If you can guess the title then that is what I'm gonna write and upload on the next chapter. Well, I hope y'all enjoy.

6 years ago...
Y/n's POV
"Hailee, I...I like you. Would you...go out with me?" I said. "I- I can't. I don't know, I'm sorry." Hailee said as she ran away

Present
"Still thinking about 2 years ago?" A voice spoken up make me startled, I turned around and smiled. "Why would I think about that tragic experience?" I stood up, walking over to Selena and gave her a hug. "Well, you seems to be spacing out even though I can't see it. I could tell you're might thinking about it." She said. "It happened years ago, Sel. Hailee and I are still friends, it's just has a small distance." I explained, yes 6 years ago was a bit tragic, things happened and we almost lose our friendship but we're fine. We're still friends but the distance isn't as small as I always said, it's large almost like we're strangers. "By the way, I'm really sorry about you and your ex girlfriend. You guys seems nice, why did you broke up?" Selena asked. I was dating a girl for 8 months but we broke up last week, we aren't happy but we aren't that sad, we're still friends. "Oh things doesn't work out like it used to and she asked about it first." I said as I sip my coffee, both of us walking outside my studio. "You seem to let them go easily. Why is that?" She asked. "Well, I usually not the one who asks about break up and usually when they talk about it I would just let them go. If they're still in love they wouldn't ask about it." I sighed and she rubbed my back. "Well me and Taylor throwing a party, all of our friends are coming so please Y/n, please come. It'll help you through this and maybe..." She said and stopped. "Maybe what?" I asked, tilting my head a little. "Hailee might come." She spilled. I immediately froze, I know Hailee and I are friends but we don't see each as often as we used to. It might be weird since...I still love her, even more than 6 years ago. "Please Y/n." She begged, making the cutest puppy dog eyes ever. "Fine, just because I love you as my bestfriend and your puppy dog eyes are too adorable and undeniable." I sighed and she squealed. "Tonight at Taylor's 7pm. Remember to come." She said excitedly as she walked to her car and I sighed. *This isn't gonna go well* I thought to myself.

-

It's 6:30pm and I'm looking through my wardrobe to see if there's anything nice to wear. Since it's winter so I decided to wear a sweater.

While I was wearing my clothes on, a text message was delivered to me

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While I was wearing my clothes on, a text message was delivered to me. I picked up my phone and saw Taylor sent me a pic. I opened and look at the text, she sent me a pic of Selena making out with a plant? I laughed and texted Taylor back.

Tay tay ❤
*sent an image*

Me
That's some leafy scene lmao.

I put my phone in my pocket and walked outside my room towards the garage. I drived to Taylor's house and parked near there, I walked inside and was greeted by a few of my friends. "Y/n/n, you cameeee." Sel drunkenly said as she wrapped her arms around my neck, giving me and hug and kissing my cheeks. She sometimes gets touchy when she's drunk, no wonder why that little plant suffered from this drunkenness of hers. "Y/n, can I get you gorgeous ass a drink?" Cara asked. "I would be very much appreciate." I said. "Gotcha. Alright, someone bring me vodka, rum and coke so I could mix a deadly might cause a bad stomach ache for Y/n." She said loudly as she walked inside the kitchen. "Hey Y/n, Y/n!" Camila whisper while tapping my shoulder. "What-" I asked then looked where she's looking and froze. Hailee's here and damn she looks good. "Damn it I should've listened to you last week, Mila." I whispered. "About what?" She whispered back confusedly. "Do you remember when you invited me last week even though I denied you and you still suggested me what to wear because you know I still come?" I asked

Flashback
"Y/n, pleaseee." Camila begged. "Goddamn it, Mila not the right time." I groaned in pain because of my stomach ache. "Fine, just remember to wear a turtleneck, it looks sexier." She said as she exited my studio
End of flashback

"Now I see myself dressing like what 14 years old me would dress every time I went on a date." I said. "But you look hotter than before, honestly I still prefer the turtleneck but this is fine." Camila said. "Actually before I chose to wear this, I was going to come here topless. But that's too sexual and everyone is gonna hit on me." I said. "I'm backkkk. Here's your drink Y/n." Cara said as she handed me my drink and I took a sip. "Taste like vodka and rum mixed together with a decent hint of coke. You know me so well." I said. "Oh please, you making me blush." She joked. "By the way, I heard that Hailee's single. Do you wanna..." She said and doing weird lovey dovey movements that made my face scrunched in confusion. "You want me to take a chance with her?" I asked. "Yeah, I mean both of you are single now, you still love her so...why not?" She said as she sips her drink. "You know about what happened 6 years ago, right?" I asked. "I know that, it's 6 years ago. Things might change." She said and I sighed. "I don't know, it's still weird even when we're talking normally. And I just release a song that is kinda about her." I whispered at the end. "Oh come on, it couldn't be that bad. I'm sure she doesn't know it." Camila said. "I hope so." I sighed as the music starts to play. "Hey it's your favorite song, Y/n." Cara said. "Oh hell yes, I'm gonna get Taylor real quick. Hold it for me." I said giving Camila my drink as I ran off to Taylor.

Hailee's POV
I went to Taylor's party since she invited me, of course I accepted her invitation. But I didn't expect that Y/n's here, since that issue from 6 years ago we didn't talk much. I should've said that I like her, I should've said it but I didn't. And I dated guys who doesn't treat me like how she does, I know I messed up but I wanted to talk to her. "Taylor, it's our dance music. Come onnn." I heard Y/n yelled as she pulled Taylor to a blank space (hehe, puns.) around the crowd as her and Taylor's which is also my favorite song blasting from the speaker. Y/n and I used to do this dance at every prom and every party whenever this song comes up. But since the incident, we didn't do it. "Moveeee bitch, get out the way. Get out the way, bitch. Get out the way." Taylor and Y/n both sang. I take a sip of my drink as I looked at them both dancing while people are rooting for them. "Alright, let's get drunk people." Y/n shouted as Jocks Jam Are You Ready For This starts to play and everyone starts jumping.

-

Well after partying, everyone was completely drunk and all sleeping all around in the house. Meanwhile Taylor and Cara are playing with Olivia and Meredith, Selena and Camila are taking photos of everyone. I wondered where did Y/n go then I heard some noise from the kitchen. I was concern since the kitchen lights were dimmed so why is there someone in there. I walked inside and saw Y/n sitting on the kitchen island, mumbling a song which I don't recognise. "Oh Hailee, I didn't see you there." She spoke up, making me startled. "Yeah, sorry about it." I walked up and stood in front of her. We were silent for an awkward moment until Y/n spoke up. "How's your relationship?" She asked. "Just broke up a few weeks ago. How's yours?" I asked. "The same as you." She said as she sips her drink. "Are you interested in someone?" I asked and she nodded. "Can I know who that person is?" I said, my voice cracked a little. "I probably shouldn't tell, it's stupid." She said as she shook her head. "Y/n, can I tell you something?" I asked softly. "Sure." She said. "I..." I stopped. *Should I tell her? After all I've done 6 years ago, now I'm gonna response to her question 6 years ago?* I thought to myself as my body begins to shiver. "Hey hey, it's fine. If you sure that you can't then it's fine." She touched my shoulders and hissed a little. "My god, Hailee! Why are you so cold?" She sounded panic, she took of her sweater as she wore it over me making sure I was warm enough. "Y/n, I like you 6 years ago. And I was afraid because I don't know my feelings before but now I do. And-" She cut me off by putting a finger on my lips. "Do you realised how long I've waited." She asked, I'm not sure if there's any anger in it. "6 years." I said and she nodded. "So you want me now?" She asked. "Yes." I said smally. "That's funny." She whispered. "Why so funny?" I asked. "Cause you didn't give a damn about it back then." She said. "I know and I'm sorry. I just...I didn't know how love feels like until after a year you've told me that. And I always miss you but since that incident I thought you don't want to talk to me anymore." I said. She jumped down from the island and pulled me closer to her, resting her forehead on mine. "If you wanted me so desperately, you should've said it." She whispered against my lips and closed the gaps between us.

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