Chapter 4

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It's been 1 week with everyone at the house and you still couldn't have the guts to ask about it. Carl is better, Rick doesn't know, more and more walkers are coming and your dad is getting uncomfortable.
You go in the barn to feed the horses and clean stalls when Lori walks in the room. "Hey Y/N, I just want to say thank you for picking me up when Carl got shot." She says walking towards you. You hope she doesn't know about you hearing there conversation. "Oh uh yeah it's no problem, Carl was hurt and I want you to know that Shane didn't mean to do that." You say. "I know, Uhm" she stops talking, "Lori is everything okay?" You ask. "Yeah, uh can you do me a favor?" She asks. "Yeah sure, what is it?" You respond. "So Maggie tells me your going to town today?" She asks. "Yeah me and Daryl are going" you respond. "Ok so please don't tell anyone but can you get a pregnancy test? I think I might be" "yeah it's no problem" you say calmly, but deep inside you know that if she is it is definitely is not Ricks. "Thank you." She says and walks out.
After about 20 minutes you go inside and Daryl is waiting for you. "You ready" he says in him deep voice. "Uh yeah, yeah I'm ready" you respond.
He walks to his motorcycle and you walk with him. "Have you ever been?" He said "No I haven't been on a motorcycle. What do I hold on to?" You respond "my waist" He says "oh uhh ok"
He brang you to the city. "Wow, I haven't been here in months, it looks almost unreal." Y/N says looking around at the small business. "Yeah, most of us haven't been in a while either, Glenn always just went." Daryl said. "Isn't Glenn that Korean kid, like the same age as my sister Maggie?" You responded "Well yes, I wouldn't say he's a kid, although he really does seem to miss being one" he responded.
Daryl kept riding his motorcycle through the roads. After 5 minutes, he stopped at a weapons store. "We don't have much to get, we will just get weapons and go." Daryl said getting off the bike. "Daryl, uh I got a speacial request from someone. And I also need to get food. Mind if I go to the store across and get those things?" You say. Y/n really hopes he doesn't ask about what the special request was. Lori will kill you if she found out that I told someone that she might be pregnant with her husbands best friend.
"Oh, yeah, just please be careful, the city has the most walkers" he replied.
You grab your knife and cross the road opening the door to the other store. As you walk in, you come to see 2 walkers eating this young girl. She was still partly alive. The walkers still haven't noticed you were there. The girl slowly looks up at you while her stomach is getting eaten, and she says "please, I'm ready to go" and looks back down. "I- I can't, I've never" you go silent. "Killed someone" she finishes your sentence. "Yeah, I, I don't know.. I don't think I can't kill you" you reply. "Please just, just shoot me, right here, right now" she says while you stab the walkers. "Maybe we can help you? I - I don't know how but.." the girl stops me, "no, it's my time" she reply's.
You get out your gun, and point it towards her. As you turn the safety off, you start to cry, as all your emotions come out.
Oh my gosh, I can't believe I'm accually about to kill someone. But they want it. She going to die anyways, it's for the better, she's in a lot of pain.. but I'm killing her, a life, looks about 13 years old, is her parents alive? What if they find out that I killed her..
You fall to the ground crying. Your first time killing a human.
The door opens to the store. Your hoping it's a walker. That it's going to come and tore you apart. Just like they did to that girl. You can't even turn to see what it is. All of a sudden someone is hugging you. "It's okay, come on, we should head back" they say. You turn around and it's Daryl. "Daryl?" You respond, wiping your tears off from your face. "I need to grab just one thing before we go." You say while you get up and go to the feminine section. You grab the pregnancy test and and leave.
"Wait! Y/N!! You might be pregnant?" Daryl says in shook. "What? No, no.. it's for, it's for someone" you respond putting it in your pocket. "Oh uhh, ok well can you tell me?" Daryl said putting all the supplies on the back of the bike. "It's Lori.." you say when everything goes silent. "Lori? How? How is that possible, Rick only came back 2 weeks ago... it's doesn't take 2 weeks for a baby to form. Does it?" He says getting on the bike with confusion.
"No, but I overheard a conversation with Shane and Lori, and I'm not supposed to tell you this but when Rick was gone. I don't really know where he went.. they slept together" you say grabbing his waist and getting on the motorcycle.
Daryl starts to move the bike and goes silent. "I know.. crazy right?!" You respond.
"Yeah, uhm so you don't know what happened to Rick? Like when he was gone?" Daryl replied
"No, I just thought he went on a long supply run or something. What exactly happend?" You reply confused. You try to think of what could it have been but can't come to a idea.
"Rick was shot, got in the coma.. that was before the apocalypse, when the apocalypse happend, Rick never woke up, Carl, Lori and Shane left him behind in the hospital. He just got back couple weeks ago" Daryl said.
You can belive what you just heard. That means while Loris husband was dying, in a coma, she left him and slept with his best friend. Then Rick came back and she's pretending like nothing happend, and now talking shit to Shane? Y\N has to do something. Maybe talk to them.

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