I ᴡᴀs ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ﹣ DAMIANO DAVID

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟒

"No one will ever take so much control over me, like you do"

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One moment I thought Damiano was going to tell Vic and Thomas that we kissed. Why does my sister always have to know what's going on with me. I want to call Jac, he always knows what to do. But I don't think he is willing to help when I tell him I kissed his brother and his brother kissed me back.

My whole plan of stopping with smoking stopped. I light a cigarette and my lungs fill themselves with smoke. Vic says I'm not allowed to smoke inside the house, but I'm a little done with her right now.

Damiano standed up for me. Does that mean he cares about me, more than just a friend. Knock Knock, someone knocks on the door of my bedroom. "Who?", I sounds unintrested. "It's me Dam, let me talk to you please".

I sigh and Damiano walks into my room. He sits down on the bed, and I look in his eyes. "Why did you walk away so mad?", he smiles. "If I don't want to tell her, I don't have to tell her". He grabs my hand. "If you don't want to tell them about this morning, we are not gonna tell them", he is sweet, but he just doesn't understand it. "Jac is gonna hate me forever if her hears we kissed", I say. Jac is always my number one. He is my best friend and I always tell him everything. "He is your best friend, he will not hate you", I know Damiano is not right, I know Jacopo and he is not going to like it.

I scream in my pillow again. "Hey come here", Damiano invites me in his arms. He hugs me. I his warm hand around my neck. I feel tears rolling down my cheeks. "Don't cry, nobody has to know. And in a few weeks even we won't remember it", does he thinks I don't want to kiss him again? "I don't say I regret kissing you, I just say I don't want to fight with Jacopo". He let go of me, and looks in my eyes.

Vic comes in the room, "What are you guys doing". I sigh. She is always so suspicious. "Nothing, and not what you think", I say without looking in her eyes. I also don't want a fight with Victoria, but she is getting a little annoying right now.

I walk away to my balcony. Damiano walks out of the room and my sister walks towards me. "What is wrong with you, Amelie?!", she grabs my arms and turns me around. I close my eyes, breathe in, breathe out. "Victoria, why do you always have to know what's going on with me, I'm fine". She lets go of my arm. "Because I care about you, and you were sitting on your bed with my best friend, so yea then I'm gonna think there is maybe something going on between you two".

She makes me so angry. And if it would mean she stops being like this, ofcourse I would tell her Damiano and I kissed. But I know my sister. She can't keep her mouth shut. "There is nothing between us, nothing. Do you hear me, NOTHING", I scream at her. She reacts shocked. "Okay fine, your welcome for being an protective sister", she turns around and walks away. I wanna leave it, but I can't control myself, "I'M NOT A CHILD". She slams the door.

I see Damiano walking out of the building. "Dam wait", He turns around and looks up. He nods. I have to talk to him, I run downstairs as fast as I can. "What? I heard you screaming, 'nothing between us'. I thought it meant something to you". He sounds sad and disappointed. He walks away, "Dami, wait". He ignores me.

I've never seen him this disappointed, I need to tell him. Of course it meant something to me. I grab his hand. "Dami, of course it meant something to me", I hate it seeing him sad. I avoid the tears. "Well, I heard you say something different to Vic", he still sounds mad.

I don't know how to tell him it really meant something to me. "Are you gonna come up with an excuse or what?", he asks, but I can't say a word. "Please Dami". He rolls with his eyes, "Please wh-", before he can finish his sentence, I press my lips on his. It feels just like this morning. He did not expected it, but he immediately kisses me back.

He holds my cheeks and I let my fingers slip through his thick dark brown hair. We are in the middle of Rome, everyone can see us. But no one cares about the rockstar kissing his brothers best friend. "Is that enough to prove you, it really meant something to me", I smile and he bites on his lip. "Yea", I smile brighter.

I'm lying on the couch in my room. After I kissed Damiano and he kissed me back. We said to each other that we are not going to tell anyone yet. I hug with Chili while Damiano's voice comes out of my radio.

I wanna hold you in my arms tonightFor your love I'll do whatever you wantFor your love I'll do whatever you wantI'll do whatever you want, for your loveSo baby why don't you please me nowSo baby why don't you please me nowI've got so much I can give to youI've got so much I can give to youFor your love I'll do whatever you wantFor your love I'll do whatever you wantI'll do whatever you want, for your love, ahi, ahi, ah

I look at a picture of me and Jac on my nightstand, it was halloween. I was 14 and he was 17. That was the time before it was normal to dress like a slut for halloween. I smile at the picture. The fact that I can loose him by going out with his brother makes me wanna cry again. And if I want to date Damiano I know I can't keep it a secret from Jacopo, but I know him. Once when Damiano was 13 and I was 12, I told Jac I had a little crush on Damiano. I've never told it to Dam, but Jac refused to talk to me for a whole week.  

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AWHH this is way too sweet, also this book is gonna have 25 chaptersssssssss <3