"Being loyal to each other does not mean that you have to love each other every single minute. But that you'll love each other til the end"
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The tears are gone and all I can feel is blood boiling through my body. My boyfriend did not tell me he forgot the condom. And he just let me become pregnant. As fast as I can I run straight to our room, luckily the door isn't locked. I hear the shower, as I run into the room.
I don't care about the fact that he is showering, I walk, with the pregnancy test in my hand towards the shower and pull the door from the bathroom open. "You fucking jerk", I turn off the shower and throw him a towel. He looks wide-eyed. "Baby, what is wrong".
I throw the test agsinst him. "When the fuck where you going to tell me you forgot the fucking condom", I yell at Damiano while he grabs the test off the ground. "You fucking fucking asshole, now I'm fucking pregnant", his mouth falls open by my words, and the test.
"Bu-but, I did-didn't k-know", he dries himself and wants to hug me. I push him away. "You should have used one, you're the one with a dick here"."O-o my gosh baby, I-I'm so s-sorry". I refuse his hugs again, and take a little run to the bed. I scream in one of the pillows as hard as I can.
"Baby l-"."Shut your fucking face", I cry and scream in the pillow, while Damiano gets in him pajama. Aka just his boxer. "I'm so sorry baby", I push him away for the third time when he wants to grab me. "Leave me alone", I say, sobbing.
He grabs my arm when I run away, "Let go of me". I lock myself in the bathroom. "Open the door, Amelie. You could also say that we should have used one at that time". Tears roll down my cheeks. "Ow, so now it's my fault". He stays quiet.
"No no, Amelie. Please please baby, come out". I hear him sobbing. I wipe my tears away, but new ones roll down my cheeks immidiately. "Am, please come out, let me hold you". I want to lie in his arms, cry, cry so hard.
Slowly I open the door and fall on my knees, Damiano catches me. I let myself drown in my own tears. He pulls me as close as possible. I cry against his chest. My tears fall down his chest. "It's gonna be fine, we are going to bring this little life on earth together", his words make me cry even harder.
"But we are too young for k-kids"."Yea, but we can't change things. This is how it's going, and we're making it the best". His sweet and confident words make me calm down a little bit. "It's going to be fine, baby. Calm down", I stop crying and focus on my breath.
"Yea that is good baby, breath in and out". My boyfriend lays his hand down on my stomach, and helps me to breathe normal. He lifts my up and drags me to the bed. "It's okay baby, It's all gonna be okay", He softly kisses my forehead and caresses my stomach.
"But Dami, listen. How are we gonna do this?"."Baby, we'll figure this out", his lips trace to my stomach and he kisses it slowly. "I love you", I smile. I'm pregnant, and I'm not happy about it. But seeing Damiano so happy makes me a little happier too.
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*chat messages between Victoria and Amelie*
V: what did D said?
V: please I'm so curious
A: I was angry, way too angry
V: and now?
A: he is getting me another test to make sure
V: it's after 1 AM
A: those shops are always open
A: but Dami is sweet, I don't deserve him. I yelled at him, and blamed it all on him
V: don't say that, he understands it.
A: tnx sis
V: goodnight <3
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"It's positive", the last time I cried when I said that. Now all I can feel is happiness. I'm pregnant. Damiano David is going to be a dad. I run in Damiano his arms and he looks overwhelmed at the test, "I love you". He hugs me so tight. "You're gonna be a dad", he doesn't realize it. "I'm gonna be a dad", he looks wide-eyes and presses his lips against mine.
D A M I A N O
My girlfriend is pregnant, so I become a dad. It's amazing, but we both know we have to find a way to make this work. I don't have a normal job like normal dads have. I am gone very often. But I also don't want to leave Amelie alone every single time. My beautiful princess interrupts me, she hates it when I call her like that.
"Where are you thinking about, baby daddy". My girlfriend yawns and lays down on my chest, ready to sleep. "Nothing", she raises her eye-brow, and yawns again. "Get some sleep, tomorrow at home we can tell Jacopo, Thomas and Ethan", Amelie raises her head and looks a little scared.
"What will Jac say?", I kiss her on her nose. "He'll be the happiest uncle in the world. She smiles, a little more relieved. I tap off the light, it's almost 3 AM.
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drammmaaaaaaaaaaaaaa but still cute
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I ᴡᴀs ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ ﹣ DAMIANO DAVID
FanfictionI was made for you, Icaro. Those words made him the happiest man alive. And I was made, Amelie. Those words made me the happiest women alive.
