Honey, roses, and springtime (OCxOC)

Kiss me

''Kiss me." I heard my grave voice say. I smacked my hand against my mouth as if that'd take back what I just said. She made a face that looked quite taken aback. Which I understand of course. Why did I say that?? I asked myself. "I-I'm sorry?" She said her face slowly turned almost as red as mine. My hand was still over my mouth. I wanted the earth to swallow me. Whole. Just take me away, please. This is worse than when I broke my arm and had to get surgery. She stared at me with an unreadable expression painted on her face. Then, she started to lean forward. She lifted her hand up and took the hand that was covering my mouth down. She trapped it with both her hands and lifted it to her mouth. I swallowed hard and took a shaky breath in. I felt like crying. I felt like dying.

She lifted my hand to her mouth and she kissed my fingers which were quivering. She held her mouth to my hand for a few moments, inhaling and exhaling softly. Her lips were as soft as buttercream and it felt like being kissed by a star. When she took my hand away and set it down on my lap gently, I could see a rosy mark where her lips had been. I felt nauseous. As if I was going to faint. I WANTED to faint. It was too much. This must be a dream I thought. She looked at me and smiled showing cute dimples in the sides of her cheeks. "I hope that helped your head. I thought It was a bit of a strange request but I will never judge."She said softly, her face still all shades of pink. I stared at her, unable to form coherent words. I just stared at her. My pale blue eyes were probably peering into her soul. I wonder what I would find there. She stared back at me and slightly cocked her head to the right. She looked like a puppy who desperately wanted a treat. I looked down and tried to cover my blushing face with my hands but she grabbed my face with her hands, one hand on each side of my face almost squeezing me. She maneuvered my blushing face around. Is she looking for something? I asked myself. The best thing I did was quite bold and I'm still not quite sure why I did it. I brought my hands up and cupped them over her own to steady my face. My hands were so much smaller than hers. They barely fit over her fingers. I wrapped my fingers around her palms and gently brought her hands to my mouth. I'm still not sure why I was doing this. I guess I'm just as impulsive as Uncle Grey. My eyes fluttered shut as I laid my lips on the top of her knuckles. I stroked her pams with my thumbs and she closed her hands around mine. When I opened my eyes every sense of reality came back to me and put her hands back on my face. A millisecond later we were back in the position we were in before as I was trying to make it seem like it was just a simple thought of hers that never actually happened when, of course, I'm just an impulsive idiot. Alex. You stupid idiot. You just met her yesterday. What are you doing?? I mentally smak\cked myself. What was this girl doing to make me so vulnerable and weak in her presence??

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Ooooooo things are getting fancyyyyyy. Hey, guys so I know it's literally been a day but I have had nothing else to do and I just love these characters and the story so much. It's addicting to write. I hope it's addicting to read too.

Have a good day lovelies <3

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