Snapped

Part 25

Izuku POV

Training was normal for the most part, just more simulations. Classmates vs classmates, I was on a team with Shouto and we were going against Kacchan and Kirishima. We stepped into what looked like a small arena, villains against heroes. Shouto and I had to be retrained by the other team for them to win and vice versa for us. As Shouto and I stepped into the arena we got into position. As I was waiting for the go ahead signal to start the fight when my head started going fuzzy. It was getting hard to think.

Shouto POV

I stood next to Izuku and watched him clutch his head and scream. "Love?" I said concerned.

"Shut up, I dont want you," He screamed. He wasnt talking to me though. Kirishima and Bakugo ran over worried I put my arm in front of them to stop them.

"Izuku," I said cautiously.

"Get out of my head," He screamed. Kirishima looked at me petrified.

Izuku POV

The voice in my head was screaming and it wouldn't stop. "Leave me alone," I screamed falling to the ground.

"Whats going on," a deep voice said.

"I don't know All Might," Kirishima panicked.

"Shut up, shut up, shut up," I screamed hitting my head on the ground. Do you really want me too, I know what you really want. I felt a warm drip of blood stream down the middle of my face, reaching my mouth I licked my lips and remembered the taste of blood. See.

"Izuku," someone said softly.

"Im done killing, i don't want to do it anymore," I whispered. Yes you do, go on take a feather stab them, drink their blood. Feel the thick warm blood drip down your throat. I ripped a feather out of my wing causing a small amount of blood to drip to the floor and brought it to my face.

"Midoriya," the deep voice said. I felt a heavy warm hand on my shoulder.

KILL HIM. I lifted the feather and stood up shakily.

"Help me," I cried lifting my face to the group of students watching. "The voice, the thoughts they wont go away," I screamed.

"Deku..." Kacchan mumbled. I stared right at him as I lifted the feather.

"I dont want to hurt anyone anymore," I cried.

"Izuku, my love put the feather down," Shouto said calmly bringing his hand to mine. As he set his hand on mine he lowered my hand back down to my side. Taking away the feather I stood there helpless.

Coward, kill them, make them bleed. I need blood, I need to watch them scream. I shook my head and mumbled.

"Midoriya," All Might said.

"I cant take it anymore, the voices the pain. I screamed.

"Deku," Kacchan said stepping toward me.

"Someone please save me," I screamed at the top of my lungs as tears streamed down my face. I ripped the feather out of Shouto's hand and drove it straight into my gut. I pulled it out sending blood everywhere. "There blood, happy," I laughed before the world went dark.

"DEKU!" someone screamed. I felt someone grab me but soon my sense of touch and hearing was gone. It was finally silent, a peaceful silence that I craved for so long. The thoughts were gone, the voice was gone. It was quiet I could hear myself think for once. I didnt feel sad or angry just calm as though I was placed on a soft bed. No one would miss me, they would probably celebrate. The last of the light disapered and I was left alone in the dark.

What seemed like mere moments I opened my eyes and was blinded by a bright white light. I lifted my arm to block out the light and felt someone grab my hand tightly.

"Youre awake, your lucky Eri was there," someone said.

"You idiotic brother," a female voice screamed. I felt a dull punch land on my chest and small droplets of water wet my shirt.

"My love," another voice said. I shifted my gaze around the room and saw the entire class of 1-A standing in front of me. I struggled to sit up slightly so I could see everyone.

"Deku you idiot what were you thinking," Kacchan screamed.

"Your too loud," I groaned missing the dark silence.

"Shut up," Kacchan said wiping traces of tears from his eyes.

"I didnt want to hear it anymore, something inside my head telling me what to do," I mumbled.

"What??" Iida asked confused.

"I dont want to do it anymore," I cried placing my head into my knees as I curled up on the bed. "I couldnt hear it in the dark."

"I thought the voice went away," Shouto asked.

"I did too, I dont know why its back, its quiet right now though," I whisper.

"Voice," Mineta asked.

"Yea, Izukus mind created an alternate personality to help him cope with the harder things in life, it was building for years and broke out almost a year and a half ago," Shouto explained.

"A mental defense," Iida said. Shouto nodded slowly and placed his hand in mine.

"Im tired, everybody get out," I sighed laying back down. Not waiting for them to leave I was soon back asleep wishing for the dark.