Big brother Wilbur
Vent ig
Pronouns : he/him
Name : Karl
I layed in my bed upset at the shit that had happened today, arguments, fight, leading to hate and loss of a person
It had been hours since they had talked to me and blocked, I hadn't been able to stop crying ever since
It was about 11pm as I heard the door open, I immediately got up and went to wash my face,I sight realising I hadn't even ate today
I hadn't even gotton up till 3pm I didn't have the motivation to
"Karl, I'm home!" I heard my brother Wilbur shout
"I'm in the bathroom! I'll be right there!" I sigh as I couldn't stop my eyes from flowing, I tried to push it back and just walked to him
"hey kiddo.. Are you OK?"
That sentence just immediately made me break as I started sobbing, he pulled me into a hug as he stroked my hair "hey its OK.. It'll be OK.."
I shook my head "I fucked up.."
"let's go sit and talk ok.."
I sobbed and nodded softly as we went to the couch, he held me softly as I tried to calm down
Everything that happened I knew it was all my fault, if I wouldn't have reacted that way shit would've been ok
"hey.. You don't need to tell me.." he said softly as he rubbed my back
"it's OK.. I just fucked up.. I had a argument with someone.. Like yesterday.. Today I just fucked up everything.. They probably hate me will, they probs won't talk to me again.. I had to be annoying.. I had to be me.. I don't want to be like this anymore.."
He sighed softly "I'm sure they don't hate you.."
"they do will.. I just probably lost everything today.. My home, my safe place, my motivation, just my everything.. If I wasn't fucking like that, it wouldn't have happened.."
He held me as I continued to sob rubbing my back saying assuring words...
Next thing I know I layed in the couch as Wilbur sat close to me, he started strumming his guitar
After a bit of listening to his voice I started to fall asleep
" it'll be okay.." I heard him say but doubt still filled my chest as I went to sleep thinking about everything
Tomorrow another day of crying and laying in bed with no motivation trying to find a way to comfort
