Days passed, hours flew by, coffee were made, love was made, babies were made.Spring has sprung and Niall was missing it all.
He's been in coma for exactly one month today.
Everyone lost hope. No one had faith. They lost it all.
I lost faith knowing that he won't make it out alive.
Is he going to die?
""""""""""Allie." I heard Jessie's voice from behind. I turned around to see her and Layla standing there with worried eyes.
I haven't talked to them since that video and that was a month from today.
"Hi" I whisper.but loud enough for them to hear me.
They didn't say anything instead they walked forward and pulled me into a group hug. I finally felt warm.
Like that empty hole in my heart has finally filled in.
"Were so sorry.." Jessie says letting go.
"For everything." Layla added.
I nodded and smiled." it's ok already forgotten."i say.
"Ho..How's Niall?" Jessie asked.
"Not so well..think he's going to die, and it all my fault."
Their smile turned into a frown.
"What do you mean ?"
"I caused him this. I caused stress on his life making him stop something that isn't easy to stop." I started crying.
"It's not your fault." Layla hugged me. rubbing my back as I cried on her shoulder.
"He's gong to die because of me." I wipe my tears.
"When is the visiting hours open?" Jessie asked staring at the door.
"In about 20 minutes." I reply.
She sat on the chair and started kicking her legs. Jessie was about one foot shorter than I am but with a big appetite and pretty smart.
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I got home that day and went straight to my room. My mom asked why I haven't been eating lately. I told her I didn't have the guts too. My heart will hurt every time I wanted to do something.
I went straight to my closet and toke out my pjs. Looking around in my walk in closet I spotted Niall's jacket the one he gave me on our first date.
I threw that on and pushed my hands into the comfortable well sized pockets. I felt a bottle in there and toke it out. It was a bottle of pills. Those that you can buy on shelves in the pharmacy.
I remember him telling me taking these calmed him down and helped him forget things that bothered him most.
I opened the bottle and dumped two pills on to the palm of my hand and into my mouth. I found a water bottle on my night stand and used it to swallow the pills.
Soon sleep toke over me. Felt like I had no problems and everything was fixed. the next day I woke up the pain decided to make its way back.
I toke a couple more of those pills it really helped me.
Couple days later I found myself start smoking cigars I found in his inner pocket.
It just got worse and worse by the day.
Can't believe I pushed Niall so much I became him.
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