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Alex part 2

I woke up and felt someone behind me so I turned around real quick and I remembered who it was and it was Alex. I almost had a panic attack because I didn't know who was beside me and it scared me. Alex saw me freaking out and trying to calm myself down but it wasn't working. He looked at me and began to tell me to focus on him and focus on my breathing. I did what he said and my panic attack finally ended. I hugged him and thanked him for his help. I told him not to tell the other boys because they will just freak out. He told me that I needed to be the one to tell them when I'm ready. I smiled and said ok I need to get dressed now.

This is what I ended up wearing for today.
I go downstairs and all the boys are awake and it surprised me because they are never awake this early. I made myself some breakfast and went into the living room and sat next to Chase. I put my head on his shoulder and said, Chase, I hurt bad, and I don't know why. He said awe I'm sorry baby what hurts. My stomach and my head. He said that maybe I need to stay home today and not go anywhere. I looked at him and stood up then I passed put. He quickly got off the couch and pulled me into his lap and kept saying my name and telling me to open my eyes. After about 2 minutes I finally opened my eyes and asked Chase what happened. He said you passed out. He also asked if I knew why I passed out. I looked at him and started crying. Chase can you get all the boys down here I need to talk to everyone. He then yelled for all the boys and they all came downstairs. I looked at them and sat on the couch and said boys I need to talk to y'all. They all sat on the couch and I looked at them and then showed them my wrist. I have some old cuts but some of these are new. The new ones are because every weekend I..I...I get raped by Jaden. They all looked at Jaden and then back at me and ask what do you mean you get raped by Jaden. I say what I mean is he comes home drunk every weekend and comes in my room and touches me a has sex with me when he's drunk. I start crying into my knees and I hear everyone yelling at Jaden. Then Jaden comes over to me and says to where everyone can hear it. J: you will regret telling them that. Y/N: maybe I will but at least now they know so they can protect me from freaks like you I never want to see you again Jaden. I yell at him. I then run up to my room lock my door and start crying my eyes out on my bed. I hear someone knock on my door and I ask who is it and he says it's me, Alex. I let Alex in my room at I lock the door back and I run up in his arms and just let it all out. I've never wanted to tell them that because Jaden scared me. But when I saw you I took a deep breath and told them. He looked at me and said I'm glad you told them but I wanted you to be ready yourself. I said I was ready I just didn't know how to say it.  We both smiled at each other and asked at the same time do we want to cuddle. We both laugh and say yes. We got in my bed and started cuddling and I looked up at him and smiled. He looks down at me and says what's the smile for. I then kissed him and said you make me happy so that's what it was for. He smiles and says maybe I should make you happy every second so I can get a kiss every part of the day. I look up at him and laugh and say yeah maybe you should.  We start watching Chicago Med and it gets to a sad part of the show and I start crying. Alex looks down at me and asks why are you crying. I say because we just found out that Maggie has cancer and it's really sad because she is one of my favorite characters in this show. He says awe baby it's ok and hugs me tightly. He asks me about an hour later if I wanted to go on a date and I said yes he told me to go get ready into something fancy.

I put this on and went downstairs.

I got downstairs and Alex was staring at me with wide eyes and says wow you look beautiful. I say oh stop let's go. We leave for our date and I ask where are we going. He says it's a surprise. I say Alex you know I hate surprises and he says yeah I know but that's what makes it fun. I look at him then smile and I kiss his cheek and say it better be good. We then pulled up to the beach and he had

a picnic sat up for us and it looked like this.

I smiled and said awe baby this is so cute. I kissed him as we went on with our picnic. It was midnight when we decided to pack up our stuff and leave. Once we got in the car it was about an hour back to the house so I fell asleep. We finally got home and he said baby wake up we are home. I wake up and I and Alex both walk upstairs. And we fall asleep in my bed.