Tw: claustrophobic feeling
~Karl POV~
I was just saying goodbye to Sapnap on stream. These past 2 months we became pretty close friends.
"Goodbye Karl! Bye Chat," Sapnap yelled to his microphone.
"Bye Sapnap!" I said back as Sapnap disconnected.
"Well we have been streaming for 2 hours. So now that Sapnap is gone I think that will be all for todays stream. Bye guys! Byeee!" I told my chat before ending the stream.
After I ended the stream George joined my voice channel.
"Hello George!" I greeted him.
"Hi Karl. Where is all the excitement from? Did you just speak to your crush?" he teased and my cheeks turned pink.
"And what about you, were you just with your boyfriend Dream?" I tried teasing him back.
"Dreaaaam" I heard him call out and my eyes widened.
"Yeeah George?" I heard Dreams voice and footsteps next to him.
"Wait- I thought it was a joke," I said surprised.
"Who should tell him?" George asked Dream.
"George is my boyfriend," I heard Dream say proudly.
"Really? Aww, I am so happy for you guys!" I finally managed to say still super surprised.
"Yeah, but please keep it a secret from everyone especially the fans. We told only Sapnap yet," George asked me.
"Yeah, of course. But wow, you told Sapnap before me?" I pretendet to be offended.
"He sort of figured it out on his own," Dream laughed.
"Well that's amazing, I am really happy for you!" I told them.
"Thank you."
"And what about you Karl? When are you and Sapnap getting together?" George asked jokingly and my face went fully red.
"I don't like Sapnap like that," I said flustered.
"Well, your face when he complements you says otherwise." he teased me more.
Now my face looked fully like a tomato. Suddenly Sapnap joined the VC.
"Hi guys! I saw you are still online, what are you talking about?" Sapnap asked.
"Hey look Karl, your prince charming is here," George joked again.
"Shut up," I said flustered.
All of us talked for a while until Dream and George left the VC.
"How did the stream go after I left?" Sapnap asked.
"I just ended it because I didn't know what to do" I answered.
"Wow, Simp," Sapnap teased.
"Says the man who didn't even want to start a stream without me," I teased him back.
"Touché," he said and we laughed.
We talked until 7 PM when I realize I should go and eat something.
"Wait a second Sapnap I am just going to grab something to eat quickly."
I went to the kitchen and thought about what George said earlier. Did I really have crush on Sapnap? I was bisexual and I knew I could have crush on a boy but did I have crush on my best friend? I didn't want to think about it right now so I grabbed my salad and took my food back to the computer.
"I am back and I have a salad," I announced my presence.
"Well, enjoy your food Karl," Sapnap said and I could literally hear his smile.
I ate while we were talking about our plans for the next few streams. When it was 8 PM we decided it would be best to end the call and go to sleep.
"Goodnight Karl. Have a good sleep," Sapnap told me and we both yawned at sinc.
"That means you love mee," he teased me.
"Whatever makes you sleep better at night Sappy. Goodnight," I said and we both laughed.
"Goodbye," he said and disconnected from the VC.
"Bye," I said to noone at particular and disconnected too.
I turned off my pc but didn't really feel like sleeping yet so I let my mind wander to wherever it wanted to. And it wondered to Sapnap. To his fluffy raven black hair, to his beautiful amber eyes and his smooth voice that never failed to make me laugh.
More I thought about Sapnap, more it made me realise that my feelings for Sapnap are not just friendly but a little more than that. I was starting to acknowledge my not so little crush on my best friend.
My room suddenly felt really small and I started feeling claustrophobic. I needed to get out for a while so I put on a warm hoodie and my shoes. I grabbed my phone, airpords, my wallet and keys from my apartment and car. I sat down in the drivers seat of my car and started driving. I didn't even know where, I just needed to sort out my thoughts.
After 30 minutes of just driving around in the night I stopped at a gas station and bought a White Monster. Near I saw a familiar looking field. I parked my car on the side of the field and walked to the middle of the field. When I looked around I remembered that I used to play on this field with my friends as a kid.
I sat down between the dandelions and opened my Monster, taking a sip. I started playing my spotify playlist and started watching the stars, humming along to the music.
I started thinking again. Would it really be that bad if I had crush on Sapnap? He is nice, sweet and handsome. Would I ever have a chance? Wasn't he straight?
I fell asleep in the middle of Dandelion field with playing music thinking about Sapnap.
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