Tension - a pov story //rafe cameron, JJ maybank

Part V - "sorry i didnt mean to scare you"

After a few minutes, you and rafe slowly pulled out of the hug. He wiped his thumb under your eyes, getting rid of the tears. you both made eye contact and smiled. once you realised what you had been doing with him, you awkwardly cleared your throat and broke the eye contact. you stood up and ran your hands under the water for a second as to 'freshen up'. rafe slowly got up and he scratched his head awkwardly. "so um- are you sure you're okay?" he asked. you just replied by smiling and nodding. "he'll come around. he's my brother." you added. to which rafe just smiled and exited back into his bedroom. you stayed in the bathroom for a few more minutes to try and wait for your eyes to go back to their normal state, so you didn't alarm the other girls that you were crying. After the colour settled, you opened the bathroom door to find wheezie standing there. you jumped "jesus you scared me!" you said. "sorry!" wheezie replied, "i just thought i heard you crying before, are you okay?" she said. you smiled and gave a little chuckle, "i'm fine wheeze. thank you." you said. you bent down and gave her a warm hug. "how about you, is everything ok?" you added. "yeh i'm alright, life's pretty boring right now." she replied. "do you wanna come in a-" you began saying until you cut yourself off remembering that the other two girls in your bedroom had probably fallen asleep by now. "oh shit sorry i forgot they're probably already as-" you started saying, this time being cut off by wheezie saying "asleep? yeah i figured, don't worry about it, you get some sleep and we can catch up more tomorrow?". "that would be great." you replied smiling. "hey you get some sleep too, missy. don't you dare go on that phone. i mean it!" you said to wheezie, both of you laughing as you went into your seperate bedrooms. As you entered you found both girls knocked out, making you smile "goodnight" you whispered, while you quietly went off to sleep.

You woke up the next morning to sarah tapping your leg gently. "Y/N, wake up." she said quietly. you groaned and turned over, shoving your face into your pillow. "come on Y/N, you gotta get up, it's like midday already, me and sarah have already had breakfast." kie said. "breakfast?!" you sat up and questioned. "yes, we wanted to let you sleep in, but now you gotta get up." sarah replied. "it's a new day today, clean slate. make it worth it." kie said proudly. you continued groaning and refused to get up. you were so tired, you didn't want to actually face the day because you were still shaken up about what happened with john b the night before, and also sarah's blankets and bedding is a LOT more comfortable then the ones at home.

After eventually getting up, the  girls took you downstairs for some breakfast before a shower. you chose to have some cereal and you sat at the breakfast buffet, as kie and sarah made themselves iced coffee. you guys were just talking for a bit and the girls were comforting you and encouraging you to be brave today and face john b. suddenly the glass door that leads into the back yard opened. rafe. he entered as kie and sarah suddenly stopped talking. "finally awake are we?" he asked looking at you. you looked over at the two girls standing in front of you giving weird looks at rafe. "ah yeah" you laughed. rafe walked behind you and bent down slightly to almost whisper, "enjoy breakfast". You just kept a straight face to not let the girls know you were bothered by what rafe had just said, but on the inside you were freaking out in the best way possible. butterflies filled your stomach and you were internally smiling harder than you ever have.

After finishing breakfast and having a cute encounter with rafe, sarah and kie said that they were going to head out to run some errands and that you could have a shower and get ready and they would meet you later at the château. they told you no one else was home so you could chill. you went upstairs to the bathroom and closed the door. you undressed yourself and stepped into the fancy shower. you let your head back under the stream and enjoyed the refreshing feeling of the cold water. all of your worries floating away. you eventually got out of the shower and wrapped a towel around your naked body, your hair wet, placed behind your body. you grabbed your clothes in one hand and exited the bathroom, walking into sarah's bedroom. little did you know you had a pair of eyes on you in that moment. when you arrived in sarah's room, you remembered that she said you could borrow her clothes for the day, which you both knew was easy because you were the same exact size. you found a royale blue bikini in sarah's draw, which you had borrowed a few times before, you thought you looked good in it and so did anyone who saw you wearing it, especially sarah. which is why she loved when you wore it, she always told you to take it home, but you always refused to, because it was her bikini. you tied off the strings around your back and began pressing the towel into your hair in attempt to dry it quicker. suddenly you heard a voice come from the door of the bedroom. "you always looked great in that bikini", rafe said. you jumped at the sight of him and almost screamed. "Jesus rafe! you all need to stop sneaking up on me, holy shit!" you said panting for air. he laughed. "sorry, i didn't mean to scare you. i just couldn't help looking at you. you're so gorgeous." he replied. you instantly felt your cheeks burn up. blushing at the boys words, you found it uncontrollable to stop your smile from getting so big. He started walking closer toward you, and you're not sure why but you knew where this was going and you weren't scared in the least. you wanted this. you needed this. he just made you feel a kind of way that was indescribable. as he came closer towards you he grabbed your face and pulled you into a passionate kiss. not holding back, you grabbed the back of his neck and continued kissing him. it was incredible. it felt like a movie scene, like you could hear the music playing in the background. both of you kissed each other with so much, showing how badly both of you wanted this, from the day you met. suddenly he started walking forwards whilst still kissing you, causing you to walk backwards until you reached the bed. He pushed you on as you both laughed. he got on top of you and continued to kiss you passionately. he had on a polo shirt, which he pretty much instantly ripped off, diving into your neck with more kisses, causing you to let out little moans. you both knew how much both of you wanted this. you sat up a bit to get access to the back of your bikini, to untie it. "wait, wait." he said. "are you sure about this Y/N?", he questioned. "entirely." you simply stated, nodding and smiling. which he returned. you continued to undress yourself, revealing your body to him. when he saw you fully, it looked like he had just seen a pot of gold, like it shone on his face as he scanned his eyes. "holyyy shit." he said smiling. you started laughing as you slapped his shoulder.