Andy. name of the one I love the most. I came to his school as the new girl. never expecting to fall in love. but I couldn't resist. he is more of me than I am. I wish it wasn't so true.
he became my number one. nothing could keep me away. he lights up my world just by the thought of him.
he started out as my best friend. on the second month of school I became upset and called him up. I never told him my secret. the one no one knew.
I called him up, crying. he asked what was wrong. I told him about my depression. suicide attempts. self harm. starving. I told him everything. his only words were. I. love. you. I told him that he was lying. that no one wanted to love the emo freak. but he did.
what I didn't expect was that he was also depressed. he also had problems. HE WAS JUST LIKE ME!!!! and I was so busy crying on his shoulder, I forgot to let him cry on mine. I wasn't there for him! I never asked him what was wrong! I never thought about anybody's problems but my own.
I wish I could go back in time.
A/N~......
not exactly how it happened.. but sometimes that's what plays in my mind. I wish he cared about my like that
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Historia Cortathese are my feelings that I can't say to someone's face. please don't judge. if you don't like it, then don't read it. WARNING: may be triggering but please don't hurt yourself... please read, comment, vote.. tell me what you think
