𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘮𝘦?-𝘥𝘪𝘢𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘮𝘢𝘯

love's philosophy

.・゜゜・　　・゜゜・．

-"I have to pull myself together, I'm sorry."

-"It's fine. Take your time Diane."

-"Anyway..."-Diane said while wiping some tears off her face;-"We need to go. We have police on our backs now and it won't be as easy. I know it's hard leaving everything behind, but there is no other way."-Diane pulled a train ticket out her pocket;

-"Are you willing to go with me, (y/n)?"

-"Please, can you just explain everything to me in more details. I'm so lost Diane."

-"Of course, but you have to make a quick decision, love. The train for Indiana leaves tonight. I already quit my job and everything else isn't to your worry. They aren't going to find us if we leave now."

-"I'm-I'm scared..."

-Diane put her shaky hand on your cheek;-"I'll always protect you."-she said as she bit her bottom lip while staring deep in your eyes.

-"No!"-you grasped Diane's wrist suddenly, making her wince;

-"I'm scared of you! You scare me okay. And you don't just scare me; My heart beats quieter when you are far. You make my feelings a wreck, Diane. I don't know what you are doing to me but I'm just afraid.
Remember the time when I was a mess, bawling my eyes out, my fingernails broken, blood pouring from them as I tried to remove the chains you put around me? Did you care then? It's all manipulation. Emotional manipulation that you are so good at, and I fall for it every time because I love you. Since the first day I saw you, I thought how beautiful you are. I'd do anything for you but would you do that for me, too? It's sad. It's sad because it just hurts.
That cold night you walked me home was the first time someone made me feel alive. I planned all the nice ways to greet you, while you were murdering my brother, is that right? And even after that, even now that the truth came out, there is still a place for you in my embrace, Diane. I am still here, not because you broke my ankles, but because it was my choice. The decision I've made because I still cared so much about you. I knew you had nobody else so I stayed. I always feel so far away from you regardless are you laid on my lips or bare body. There is so much I want to say to you, but I don't even have the nerve to waist each one's time. You never listen, Diane, and it's impossible to get to you."

-Diane sat and carefully listened to everything you said, whilst guilt was writing itself in her expression.

An empty look retaining on your face as Diane pulled you in her embrace, you not moving or returning the hug, she spoke close to your ear;

-"I know that I've scared you... And I know that I've hurt you. But I promise I will spend every minute of our lives making sure you never feel that way again."-after a pause, Diane kissed your hair lightly and pulled away, with tears in her eyes.

Tears overflowed her eyes and you wiped them away with your thumbs, before placing your hand on Diane's;

-"Let's go."