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Sakusa POV

"She's...

FIne" Mizuki shakily says tears falling

I felt butterflies and relieved, relieved that she's okay but why is she crying? I scan her figure and see her leg bouncing, anxious? but about what? I sit forward and rest my arms on my thighs, holding my chin. I smile knowing I can still be able to talk to her about my feelings.

I look at Mizuki to see her tears still flowing and her leg anxiously bouncing, "Mizuki what's wrong? you said she's fine, that she's okay, so what's making you so anxious?" the next words that spilled out of her mouth made my smile drop immediately

"Y/n had to go into surgery if they hadn't done it... she would've died. the doctor said they're trying their best to help her, I'm just scared she won't make it." she sobs in between her words

"But I can still help, right? I can still help her by reciprocating my feelings for her right?!"

"Do you not know?!" Mizuki sniffles, I paused confused...

"Once she gets surgery she won't feel anything towards you, do your research dude" she wipes her tears looking at me like I'm dumb

"Oh..." I slowly turn my head to face the front

So all the contemplating was for nothing, it's too late to tell her how I feel...

~Meanwhile~

Y/n POV

I feel so tired but not in pain anymore. What happened? All I remember was falling asleep while Mizuki was with me. I remember talking about how I'm feeling, how I felt about Kiyoomi if it was really worth waiting for him and then that's when everything went dark.

My eyes start to flutter open to reveal Mizuki again, sitting by my side, tears streaming down her face.

I look around to find myself in a hospital setting.

I look down at my right arm to see tubes and needles stuck into my arm. I look over to my left arm, no thorns? or vine-like veins? I...I got-

"Y/N OH MY GOD" I hear Mizuki jump up and wipe her tears quickly before heading out to yell I was awake. she came sprinting back in and sitting back down, then holding my hand while more tears seemed to have escaped her eyes.

it seemed like she was crying a lot... like a lot a lot

"How are you feeling?" she rushes to say

my eyes widen at the very loud and sudden question "I'm fine just tired" My eyes soften, I'm not lying, I'm really tired and I feel a big weight off my chest, I can finally breathe.

I heard rushing footsteps coming towards the room which revealed my parents, my mom's eyes red, and my dad with a worried look. they then continued onto bombarding me with questions like "Why didn't you tell us?" "How are you feeling?" "Does anything hurt?" any questions that a concerned guardian would ask.

after a few hours my parents decided to go home and ask Mizuki to watch over me, they needed rest from the long journey that had to come and check up on me. they said they would be staying with me for a month or two to just watch over me when I get outta the hospital.

~Timeskip~

It's currently 11:25 pm, and Mizuki and I were just catching up on what happened while I was out. So I DID have surgery...now I don't have anything towards Kiyoomi. speaking of him, where is he...

"Y/n are you listening?" Mizuki interrupts my thoughts

"Hmm yeah why?" "You've been fazing out" she points out

"What's on your mind?" she rubs her thumb on my hand, asking what's wrong

"Where's kiyoomi?" I ask genuinely worried about where he is

Mizuki looks at me dumbfounded by the question but her face soon then turned into a soft and gentle smile

"he's waiting outside deciding whether or not he should come in and talk with you, he's afraid it'll be awkward between you two" she smiles lightly

"Oh is he still out there?" I try peering outside to at least try to get a glimpse of his figure

she turns her head and gets up, gently putting down my hand to look outside, seeing if he was outside. she then gestures her hand to come in.

she grins from ear to ear while skipping in, then he walked in, head down and eyes focused on his shoes while he leans his figure on the door frame.

"I'll leave you two alone, I'll be outside" she takes her phone and bag then heads out

I pat the space next to be on the hospital bed and smile softly at him, greeting him into the room

"Let's talk Kiyoomi" I smile 

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