𝕊𝕥𝕦𝕡𝕚𝕕 𝔻𝕚𝕤𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕖|| 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕕𝕖𝕣 𝕩 𝕊𝕒𝕜𝕦𝕤𝕒

ℙ𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝟙𝟠

(Fyi: l/S means Lip shape)

No one pov

Sakusa scanned Y/n from the door of her hospital room

Y/n looked like...she had never been in any sort of trauma, any sort of distress, pain, or even a hint of agony.

she simply looked lively, normal, like nothing had happened.

No eye bags or Vine-like veins, just a gentle and soft smile welcoming into the room for a quick heart-to-heart conversation.

He slowly walks in not taking his eyes off her, every step he took he thought about what he would say without trying to guilt-trip her

Slowly setting himself down next to her he kept his eyes down, staring at the floor

"Have you gotten any rest at all? Looks like you stayed up all night writing an essay" she giggles trying to lighten up the mood which worked making Sakusa chuckle a bit.

"Please you weren't out for that long" he rolls his eyes jokingly

Y/n looks over at the clock on her left side, "11:35 pm seems late for athlete hm" she teases, she hears Sakusa scoffs and turns his towards her, seeing her beautiful (e/c), her (h/c) shining in the light, her (l/S) lips agape. She was truly beautiful. Why didn't he see it sooner...

It was silent for a minute...

"So-"

"So-"

"Oh sorry-"

"Oh sorry-"

They both chuckled, "you first"  Y/n sighs and smiles a bit

Sakusa breathes in slowly and then clears his throat, "Y/n I realize this is late...REALLY LATE but I just need it to be said-" he pauses and looks at y/n, eyes meeting, y/n nods for him to go on.

"Y/n I've had some time to think about it and...I like you, I really do and I mean it. I know it's too late since you did the surgery but I didn't wanna keep it in and I wanted YOU to hear it." He sighs waiting to be shut down as expected but instead, Y/n pats him on the back,

"Omi I'm glad to hear it but like you said it's too late for you since it's already been done, that's the main reason I wanted to talk to you honestly." Her smile drops

Her face turned serious and looked straight into his eyes

Sakusa's breathing became unsteady, afraid for what's about to come out of her oh-so-beautiful lips and Y/n could tell, she scooted towards the end of the bed and started rubbing her hand on his back as comfort.

"I'll forever cherish the memories we made together, it's not like I lost them. Everything and every moment felt like something out of a fairytale. There were times I would've given up on you and chose to do the surgery because of the amount of pain I felt and saying it was your fault, it never was, to begin with, but I just wanted to spend time with you before I made that decision and honestly...it was worth it. I don't regret any of my decisions because I got to spend time with you." Y/n slouches and chuckles a bit looking at Sakusa with such gentle eyes.

Y/n then scoots over to the right side of him, swings her legs over the hospital bed, side hugs him, and rubs his shoulder.

They sat there in silence, in their comfortable silence that they always shared with each other.

For Sakusa it felt like time had stopped between them, he grew fond of the small moment. He looked over at her and admired her from above, such a beautiful being shouldn't have gone through the pain of being in love like that, although you can't just force feelings out, can you?

He reached out his hand and guided her head onto his shoulder and softly patted her head as sincerity.

As time went by they talked about neutral things, trying to get both their minds off of the negative and sad situation. After that night Sakusa promised to stay friends with her, visiting her every day for two weeks, bringing her food, bringing Komori and Yumi to visit, having long talks with the four of them, and soon enough she was out better and brand new.

Although it kept bugging him, If time moved slower he would've had more time, but time is never in anyone's favor. The only thing he can do is watch her from afar and keep his feelings hidden so that things wouldn't be awkward or hurt anyone.

She was in the light moving on with her life, living like it's her very last while Sakusa was stuck in the dark, thinking about how he could've done something about it, how he should've thought about his feelings sooner and then they could've been together.

~Timeskip~

It's been a few years(5-6 years to be exact) since Y/n had her surgery and they had their little talk, moving on from there, Everyone kept in touch, Komori and Yumi ended up being together and are married, y/n found someone new and they started dating, engaged actually, and Sakusa with his girlfriend haru.

"Haru can you please stop clinging onto me like that?!" Sakusa complains

They're currently at a restaurant for the yearly gatherings they agreed on after graduating high school. Both Komori and Yumi were on their way and the same goes for Y/n and her fiancé.

Sakusa was stuck with his girlfriend who was very clingy and protective.

Backstory on haru, she was one of Sakusa's fangirls who just so happened ended being the lucky girl that got to be his girlfriend. Haru had to pretend to not even have interest in him until he randomly picked one out of the crowd, she supposedly "stood out from everyone else".

Finally arriving, Motoya and Yumi greeted the couple and sat down.
"Finally agreed to come huh omi?" Motoya teased, Sakusa rolls his eyes and nods in response. They were only there because Haru insisted on going too.

The pair talked amongst themselves, reminiscing about high school, how life has been going, work, and whatnot.

While waiting Sakusa needed to use the restroom so he excused himself, "Omi I'll come with you just in case" she beams at him. He honestly didn't like how cutesy she was, it was just too much for him.

"No stay here I'll be fine" he sighs, tired of hearing her paranoid self.

She sighs a bit but shoo's him off anyway, after leaving their table he run-walks faster to the bathroom, and after entering the restroom checks the stalls to see if anyone were in there. After cleared he rests his arms on the sink and looked in the mirror.

He felt his heart racing

His palm-sweating

Lips dried

And throat...

Itchy...

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What do yall think? after years of keeping in contact how would everyone interact especially Sakusa? 

this needed a lot of brainstorming not sure what to do nor say for this chapter, a little rushed too BUT the sad news is this book is coming to an end soon...by soon I mean 2-3 chapters :0

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