the paradise devils

Chapter 7

warning : suicidal thoughts , cutting .......if u feel uncomfortable don't read 

EREN'S POV ; 

-ereh , love wake up 

-huh . i was looking at a girl , i couldn't see her face, then she said 

-oh cmon silly wake up

-but i'm tired 

-bitch , u kept fucking me and now i can't srsly walk . i kisses her then she kissed back ......

i woke up sweating , who is this girl , it's not harley , i never had sex with her , but this dream felt so realistic , it's like a memorie , i already lived this moment , ugh i need a cup of beer , i changed my clothes , i wore a black hoodie and a grey sweatpants , i left my apartment , i'm now in marley , and i decided to go to a bar , i always make my first day a break day to get to know the city , then tomorrow i'm going as a business man to talk with the minister , his name is josh , i have to kill him , he's involved with the marleyan mafia gang ,he's the one who bring them drugs, guns, and info's about our gang....... so we need to kill him , i grabbed and called mikasa but she's not responding , i sighed  i hope that she's okay and then i  went to the bar , i took different ways to go there , to know the city well , , after i got there i ordered some beer , as i was going to drink it , that bitch harley came and said 

-eren is that u . goddamnit , why does she have to be here 

-ugh no . i said 

-silly don't u miss me . she said as she sat on my lap , i pushed her and she said 

-cmon eren let's have some fun~

-ew no leave me alone 

-r u sure u don't want me . she grabbed  my hand and she put it on her butt , i quickly took my hand and said 

-i'm sure that i don't want u . i said , and i left the bar she followed me and she said 

-oh eren tell me where do u live . she said while smirking

-bitch leave me alone . i said , she looked at me then she said 

-why u have another girl there 

-it's none of ur goddamn business 

-then tell me why u don't want me . she said 

-first of all , ur so toxic , and do u think that when we were on a relationship , i didn't find out that u were cheating on me , and u were always using me for money , if u really loved me like i did , u weren't gonna do these reckless things i-

-i'm sorry i didn't realize my mistake please give me another chance . she said 

-no , u and trash now r the same , find someone who will make u happy without begging him to do . i said then i left , ugh she's really making me mad as i was walking for almost 5 min , i bumped into somebody but when i turned to apologize , some black strands got into my face then i smelt the smell of some lavender with some coconut , a familiar smell for me , i turned around and it was a girl but she was wearing a face mask i looked at her and said 

-oh sorry 

-...........she didn't respond , she just looked at me with glowing eyes , her eyes looks like mikasa's but it's impossible for her to be here .........right , i mean she's not wearing the scarf and she just don't have the same style of clothes , and mikasa is sick she can't travel , plus her body is well covered u can only see her eyes , she had her hood on and i can't tell if she has the same skin tone as mikasa  , then she just looked at me and tears started steaming down her face , then i said