The Mangekyou to my Sharingan (Itakashi)

Chapter 6

ALRIGHT EVERYONE LIKE I MENTIONED IN THE PREVIOUS CHAPTER, THIS IS A SIDE CHARACTER CHAPTER TO DEVELOP SASORI AND DEIDARA'S RELATIONSHIP ALONG WITH SASORI AND SAKURA AND SAKURA AND SASUKE!! 

!!WARNING AHEAD!!

THIS CHAPTER WILL HAVE MENTIONS OF SUICIDE AND SELF-HARM! ALONG WITH MANIPULATION, ALCOHLOISM AND OTHER DISTURBING TOPICS!!

Sasori's POV

Itachi: GOD ARE YOU AN IDIOT SASORI? WHY ARE WE TALKING ABOUT ME? WE'RE TALKING ABOUT OUR BEST FRIEND DEIDARA. You know what let me just fucking show you.

Show me??? What is he talk- fuck I'm in his stupid genjutsu... great visual prowess my ass

Itachi: These are my memories of Deidara's pain... I have a small crow that's always on him... it'll be like a flashback. Just try and understand his feelings for you Sasori... good luck and goodbye...

As Itachi's final words rang through my head I found myself in front of someone... someone I constantly hurt, someone who loves me to the moon and back, someone who would die for me... Deidara.

Sasori: Deidara... hey it's me Sasori... Dei-

He looks so sad... he isn't the happy, bubbly, over-energetic best friend I know and adore. This Deidara is lifeless. Why?

He turned around as if he couldn't hear me and walked towards the door leading to our hotel room. I followed behind him, I wanted to know where he was going, why Itachi was showing me all of this and why he looked so lifeless. Dumbass

Deidara: Ne Itachi, you think Sasori will ever find that girl he's in love with? I hope he does... he deserves to be happy... uh and you also deserve to be happy Itachi-chan.

Itachi: Mmh? Maybe hehe why do you care? Are you in loooove with him or something?

Deidara's face turned into a bright crimson red confirming that he was in love with me... kawaii

Itachi: So, was that a yes Deidara-chan? Your secret is safe with me...

Deidara: Baka! I don't know what you're talking about...

His voice sounded nervous, and he was fidgeting with his fingers again

He was always thinking about me and my happiness... fucking bullshit Deidara... why would you fall for someone like me huh? You must be an idiot... just like me

I turned to walk away when I was yet again in front of Deidara but this time he was by himself... what is he doing?

!!WARNING THIS PART WILL DISCUSS SELF-HARM AND SUICIDE!!

Deidara: I'm so pathetic *sniffs* he doesn't love me, ha-ha why would someone as beautiful as him would love a talentless idiot like m- OW...

Deidara: Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid....

As his eyes looked down in pain.. once again

I averted mines to see... to see... his arm... why is it full of blood? Why is he crying? Why is he holding a raz- Itachi knew this... all this time I was happy as I could be while he was in pain because of me... Itachi was right... he suffers from loving me.

Sasori: Dei... Deidara I'm sorry, I'm so sorry... please look at me! DEIDARA WHY WON'T YOU LOOK AT ME? HEY... PLEASE DON'T HURT YOURSELF... please stop hurting yourself because of me please... I'm so sorry.