The Mangekyou to my Sharingan (Itakashi)

Chapter 16

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Itachi's POV

The letter Sasuke gave me... really did motivate me

Loving someone is scary. Being in love is terrifying. The thought of losing the person you love the most is painful. But with all those fears comes the joy of being happy, the joy of waking up with person you love next to you, the joy of going on dates, the joy of being with each other every day and the joy of feeling happy. That joy, that possibility is enough for me to keep going. The only thing I fear is the truth...

I want to be with Kakashi so much, I just hope I make it on time... I don't want to miss this opportunity.

I love him so much

What if he's not there anymore...? What if he already moved on? What if he doesn't love me anymore?

I can't lose him... not this time... if he's not there I don't know... please be there... Kakashi

I've loved Kakashi since I was 13 years old and ever since then I've been a coward... I didn't think I was ever good enough to be with him. I murdered my entire clan for fucks sake... HOW COULD I BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR SOMEONE WHO COUNTLESSLY SAVES THE VILLAGE? WHO TRAINED 3 ALMOST SANNIN POTENTIAL NINJAS? God, I love him so so so so so so much... the fact that he's great at sex is a plus.

Maybe in another life perhaps...

I often dreamed about the day he would hate me, about how I would react and if I would kill him to get rid of the pain. I often dreamt of the day I massacred my clan and if he was the one who saw me murder my parents instead of Sasuke... and every time I think about that point I feel a painful feeling in my heart and I feel like I can't breathe. I dreamt about telling him my biggest secret.

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*The Next Day*

I ran and ran as fast as I could.

I was running on a tight schedule... I had no time to get distracted.

I had already lost some daylight because I went to say bye to everyone... I should've just left.

I don't think I'm going to make it. I don't even know if he's received my letter. What if something happened to Chip?

I'm so nervous... Deidara and Sasori I hope you guys are praying for my love to be reached... I hope you guys know that if I don't succeed I tried really hard.

I was so busy thinking and in my own world I didn't realize how late it was.

As the night sky fell upon me, the less hope I had that he would be here. By this time, it was close to midnight, and I just felt awful.

If I was him I would've left long ago. I still have to try to make it even though the entire day is about to be over. God why did I keep getting slowed down.

*Flashback*

*During the day*

All these trees are kind of like Kakashi and I... always near each other, but never close enough to touch each oth-

Unknown: OH, MY BACK! SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME

I should stop and help him... no you need to go to him... he'd hate me if I left him like that... but what if I miss my chance...?

Itachi: Hello! WHERE ARE YOU?

Unknown: Down here my boy! I need some help

BINGO! I found him