The Mangekyou to my Sharingan (Itakashi)

Chapter 5

Itachi's POV

He desires me... idiot only for sex

I love him... he only cares about sleeping with you

He's my whole existence... he has Obito

God why do I have to be an idiot who is in love with an ignorant man who only cares about sex? Why me? What did I do to deserve this one-sided painful love?

Kakashi Hatake... I will stop loving you. My love

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Sasori: What are you thinking about?

I looked up to see Sasori... alone this time... where was Sakura?

Itachi: Where's Sakura?

Sasori: Mmmh she left... Naruto needed her... but we have plans to meet tomorro-

I couldn't even let him finish without passing out of exhaustion and heart break.

Sasori: Baka! Ita-san... he did this right? Kakashi-san hurt you again right? That asshole... he has no idea that someone like you would do everything for a scum like him

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I don't know how long I was out cold but when I came to I was in our hotel room in my bed. I fluttered my eyes a bit to adjust to the lighting and that's when I saw everything...

I don't like to pry into my best friends lives only because I didn't want them to pry into mines but this time I couldn't look away... I saw Deidara gaze upon Sasori as he was sleeping, the loving eyes he had for Sasori. Deidara was in love with Sasori and there was nothing he could about it.

Deidara: You just going to sit there and look or are you going to question me?

I tensed up as I saw him look at me, his face looked flushed, filled with embarrassment and sadness.

Itachi: I didn't mean to be nosy you know... sorry Dei-chan

Deidara: Don't be... I've known for a long time that the person Sasori was talking about was Sakura-chan, don't take me for an idiot. I also know that you are in love with Kakashi-kun and that at one point considered to fall in love with Sasori, but you couldn't abandon your love for Kakashi-kun and I thank you for that because if there was someone that Sasori would turn gay for... I'm sure it would be you. I'm pretty sure he knows that I'm crazy in love with him, it's probably why he lets me lay next to him... out of pity. Anyways just forget what you saw today and if Sasori asks I'm at Obito's talking about anime stuff.

I watched as Deidara grabbed him stuff and left without even looking at Sasori.

I had no idea he felt this way about us... I knew he loved Sasori, but I didn't know he knew all this about us. I've been such a terrible friend, while I was complaining about my problems, Deidara was dealing with his own shit... fuck I'm terrible.

I wonder when I should tell them both the whole truth...

Itachi: You can stop pretending to be asleep Sasori

Sasori: Mmh when did you notice?

Itachi: When Deidara began confessing everything... tell me you didn't know... please

Sasori: I can't Itachi... I did know... for a long time actually.

I couldn't hold up my tears and anger as I heard him say those words... he knew... he fucking knew and just strung Deidara along like if he wasn't hurting... Kakashi was doing the same thing to me.