Hey guys so im depressed. You may or may not know that I am absolutley in love with One Direction. Well today they in a way broke up and I am fucking pissed off. Zayn Malik left 1D because of paparazzi. Thats the thing I hate. It's paparazzi's job to give celebrities zero space and privacy. Isnt it sad because that job is their paycheck that supports their family. Zayn couldnt take it. In my eyes its not One Direction without any one of the boys. Now its just Harry, Niall, Louis, and Liam. Not One Direction. One Direction was with Zayn, not without. I am also upset because well my friend sent my pictures about them breaking up right when i stopped crying. Now im crying again and my mascara is running. I will continue to write, because I remember @Unicornbel went through some issues and when my friend and I got into a huge fight she helped me and gave me the advice to keep writing because when she went through her issues she told me that she kept writing and her finished product was Broken By Hemmings which was an amazing book may I mention. I am sad to say that because of Zayn leaving 107 directioners have commitited suicide. I hope that someone dosent make that 107 into a 108 and please no pity but i was considering actually taking my life but i decided against it. I am in some way depressed and every time I hear the words One Direction I end up crting my eyes out, screaming, punching, and kicking the wall until i lost my voice. Stay strong please.
