Chapter 17

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Fuuuck

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Fuuuck.

Fuck, fuckity, fuck, fuck, fuck!

What the hell is she thinking seducing her ex that destroyed her?

Surely, she isn't that naïve to run back into the arms of the lying, cheating bastard that cheated on her.

I don't give a flying fuck what empty promises that cocknose made to her, a leopard never changes its spots, and I might be wrong but once a cheater, always a cheater.

It doesn't go for every woman and man out there; most are redeemable but not that wandought. He's beyond redemption.

I pound my fist against the closed bathroom door, desperately needing answers from the one person that has it and right now that person just happens to be Naomi. One of the three people trying to get Timay and I together again.

Dane places a hand on my shoulder and my pacing ceases. "She's going to be a while." No, she needs to get her ass out her and divulge what she knows, now.

What if I missed my shot with Timay and fucked everything up with Alyssa for nothing?

No!

I can't think like this. Setting Alyssa free was the right thing to do. Dragging her through the unnecessary heartbreak wouldn't have been right.

I did the respectful thing by cutting our ties and one day when she finds a man – or woman – that loves her the way I love... anyway she'll thank me one day for letting her go.

It's wishful thinking and I know she's hurting right now but that pain won't last forever. I did the right thing... Right?

"Timay isn't trying to get back together with Ethan." Nay states with excitement but her face falls. "Our girl is spiraling." She admits with concern lacing her words and my heart sinks.

"How do you know?"

"She refuses to talk," her eyes flicker to me and I know what she wants to say but feels she can't. "You can say it," I encourage.

"She refuses to talk about you and her feelings for you. I think," she bites down on her lip. "She's either in denial or she's oblivious."

"She doesn't have feelings for me." Dane and Nay give me an incredulous look and I hesitate, but I push through the hesitation and ask, "what?"

"Are you going to handle this or...?" Nay trails off, nudging Dane with her elbow.

"How fucking far gone are you, dude? Timay loves you. I can see it, Nay can see it, Timay's parents can see it, and my parents that don't even know her can see it. Why the fuck can't you?"

That's something to think about, isn't it?

"You used to be so perceptive with a woman's body, I'm disappointed in you, man."

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