Chapter 8

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"Should we go to a party?"

"Ummmmmm why?" Yunho asks. Unlike Wooyoung and Yeosang he knows about everyone's illnesses and disorders and knew it probably wasn't a good idea to go to a party.

"Because it's not a good idea to party while we're in school, so let's do it before." Wooyoung says. Yunho notices how San is staring at Wooyoung with doe eyes and realizes what's happening.

"Let's do i-" Before San finishes Yunho his hand over his mouth.

"Excuse us for a moment." Before anyone can answer Yunho pulls Mingi and San around the corner. Jongho sees this as an opportunity to pull Yeosang away and talk to him so he does just that.

"What the hell just happened?" Wooyoung says to himself.

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"Um San you wanna explain what you were about to do ?" Yunho asks, slightly panicked.

"What do you mean?" San replies nonchalantly.

"What do you mean what do you mean? You just agreed to go to a party! You know that you get overstimulated easily, we all know that." Yunho says glaring at Mingi who looks away.

"Yeah but look! I made friends! I'm around 6 people and I'm fine... I don't need you to take care of me anymore." San says.

"You could shut down San, you know how bad that can get, do you really want to risk it for some boy? And you! What if you have a panic attack? I don't think I can help San on shutdown mode and you having a panic attack, I'm sorry." Yunho says sadly.

"I-I wont drink if we go, ok? So if San shuts down I can help and I won't, you know, freak out." Mingi gives Yunho a smile that melts his heart and clouds his judgment.

"Fine, and San I swear to namjesus I will fight you if you get hurt." Yunho tries to say scarily.

"I- what?"

"You heard me." Yunho pulls them into a hug despite threatening both of them a few seconds ago.

"Oh shit!" San yells when he starts to feel raindrops.

"What?"

"We need to find Jongho."

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< five minutes earlier >

"Wh- whao Jongho are you ok?" Yeosang asks as he's plopped down on a bench in front of a cafe called Beans & Cream. Jongho hadn't said anything yet but he did pull Yeosang for a minute to find a bench or somewhere for them to sit.

"Uh, so uh I have something to tell you and uh please just d-don't be mean o-or anything..." Jongho stutters looking down.

"Ok? I mean I'll always be nice to you! Unless you're like an ax murderer or something, you're not right?" Yeosang giggles.

"I'm not, don't worry."

"I figured." Yeosang smiles.

"Ok so after the other night I felt really really bad for snapping at you and I feel I owe you an explanation. I-I'm bipolar... um I was just feeling kinda overwhelmed I guess and so I snapped, I'm sorry." Jongho explains quietly. Yeosang is quiet for a moment and then responds.

"You don't have to apologize for something you can't really control, I understand... Can you explain it to me so I can watch out for you?" Jongho blushes slightly at the older's kind words and nods.

"Um, so my mood can change extremely quickly based on things like stress, sleep deprivation, seasonal changes or if it's really bad just the weather changing. I'm on antidepressants so I've never tried to hurt myself. Um what else?" Jongho thinks for a second, "oh I'll have what they call maniac episodes where I might have a lot of energy or switch from topic to topic randomly, I'm also very alert and annoyed quickly. Then I'll have hypomanic episodes where it's basically the opposite. Yeah that's about it... we can switch roommates if this is too much for you."

Yeosang has a deranged look on his face as if Jongho is speaking gibberish. "Are you out of your mind? I just said tell me more so I can make sure you're ok. Why would I want to switch now? I'll admit it's a lot to take in but I like caring about people. Plus this will be a walk in the park for me. My sister has depression so I can help you during your hypomanic episodes and I'm really good at reminding people to take their meds!" At this point Yeosang is beaming with happiness, knowing he'll be useful to someone.

"Seriously? You're amazing, thank you Sangie!" Jongho wraps his arms around Yeosang and gives him a quick hug before letting go.

"Um so I think it's about to rain, we should probably go back, right?" Yeosang asks cautiously.

"Yeah definitely."

"JONGHOOOOO WHERE ARE YOUUU?" They hear someone calling for him as the drops start to quicken.

"Come on." Yeosang pulls Jongho out of the rain under the awning of the cafe.

"Do you have a reaction to the actual rain or just the sound or the sight...?" Yeosang asks.

"What's it matter to you?!" Jongho snaps.

"Well there's my answer... Come on, we're going to San." Yeosang tries to guide Jongho to his brother but Jongho rips his hand off him.

"Let go of me!" he yells.

"Fine." Yeosang leaves to go find San. He sees him running around looking for them so he waves at them to come over. San and Yunho run through the now buckets of rain and finally reach Yeosang.

"I-I'm sorry I think the rain triggered him, I tried to get him to come with me but I couldn't." Yeosang says, looking ashamed.

"Hey, it's ok. You can't do anything when he's in this state of mind." San says looking at his wet hair. "Thank you for trying though, that was really kind of you." Yeosang nods and goes to find Wooyoung who at the moment is also feeling a little aggravated and abandoned.

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