Fated to Break | ✓

t w e n t y ~ t h r e e

Rowan

This is really happening.

Olivia Brennan just kissed me. She initiated it.

Any thoughts I had to create distance dissipated like smoke the moment she climbed onto me and grabbed my face. Her plush lips crashed into mine with a desperation that I know so very well. The same desperation that I've held onto for the past two years and now I finally get a taste of this perfection of a woman.

I'm trembling. I slide my arm down her body to finally fill my palm with her thick cheek. The moment I squeeze, she flinches, her knee slipping from my thigh. I act on instinct, standing, I hold her as tightly to me as I can. Her legs lift to wrap around my waist which is just another thing I have to hold in a groan for.

Her heart is beating so loud I can hear it, her pillow-soft tits resting on my collarbone. In the dimly lit apartment I try to navigate my way to her bed when Olivia's tongue traces my ear. I stop, my arms holding her impossibly tighter to me. Blood rushes straight to my dick as she licks down, her lips sucking my earlobe into her mouth and all the wet, lewd sounds echo into my ear.

My muscles in my legs clench, "Ollie, stop."

She hums, her tongue playing with my earlobe in her mouth before scraping it with her teeth as she pulls away. I groan and she pants into my ear, "I'm sorry. It's just...you're so strong, I couldn't h-help myself."

I flex my fingers on her and shift them to her ass expertly. I massage her ass slowly, making Olivia's back arch and earning a sharp intake of breath from her. "You're playing dirty. Knock it off."

Olivia laughs softly, her hands run through my hair as she clings to me. I bite my lip and resume walking towards her bed. My levelheadedness quickly starts to fade as I lift a knee to her mattress and loosen my grip on her body. Her legs drop from around me and she kneels on the bed facing me.

My eyes drift over her as my self control threatens to snap. But I hold strong, every inch of my body screaming at me to do the opposite.

"Tell me what you want," I whisper, asking this because if what happens next is up to me, tomorrow morning she won't be able to stand.

Her hand lifts to grasp at my shirt and her eyebrows pull together with confusion. "I thought we agreed that I'd let you taste my mouth. More... thoroughly anyway," she mumbles, her words shaky. Her confidence starts to slip as the apples of her cheeks start to fill with blush.

I lift her chin with my fingers, tracing her mouth with my thumb. I do this a lot I realize. I love the way they feel, the way she reacts when I do it...it's rapidly becoming an addiction. Her eyes unfocus and she leans into the feel of my touch. I don't know what we're doing, how this will effect our relationship but I know I have to take advantage of this moment. This might be my only chance. She just got out of a two year toxic relationship and she's affection starved. I can't read into her actions, this isn't about me as a person, it's about my body.

I lean down and press a soft, sweet kiss to her lips. Her arms wrap around my neck and pull me down so I'm bracing myself above her. Her head falls back onto the bed and she stares up at me, her eyes travel my face and she scrapes her bottom lip with her teeth before sucking on it.

I pull it free, "My turn."

Cradling her neck, I lift her to meet me halfway and I slide my tongue along her plush bottom lip before sucking it into my mouth, a light, breathy moan brushing my face. The silky soft skin of her lip feels addicting against my tongue. I hold it gently between my teeth and pull away, watching the erotic way it pops back into place. Her eyes are on my lips, unfocused and dazed as she fidgets beneath me. A twisted part of me is panting and scraping away at my self control from the sight of her flushed complexion and saliva-glistening lips. I'm throbbing, threatening to burst my jean's zipper, yet still holding myself back from letting her confirm how turned on I am. This is just making out. Light-high-school-foolin-around. I won't have sex with her until I have the promise for more.