Nobody Else (The Trilogy)

December 16

A/N: just your local trans man coming to you to say...goodnight💅🏽❤️

Tw: puke

December 16

Sorry I haven't came to see you. Life has been kinda crazy. I've been pregnant about 3 weeks that's not too long. It's also around Christmas time and it supposed to be I guess more jolly and people being happy. It just isn't the same without you. We started making the nursery and George won't let me help. Haven't told the kids yet because we were thinking it would be a surprise for them. I've been through some rough shit in my life and morning sickness doesn't compare to them but it's definitely Top 10. George has been a great help and making sure I stay hydrated and off my feet. Well I love you.

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I was hovering over the toilet puking for the 4th time today. This is the worst I've been through in years. My hair was tied back. I got up and walked back into the the room and laid back down. Soon Elle came in the room

"Daddy."

"Yes princess."

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm okay, come here."

She walked over and got in the bed with me and cuddled into my chest and I kissed her forehead.

"Daddy is okay honey."

"You were throwing up."

"I know but I'm okay. Where's Dad and Andy?"

"Uhh outside playing baseball."

"Ooo let's go bother them." I giggled and picked her up

We walked downstairs and walked out to the backyard and seen the boys playing with the baseball so me and Elle decided we'd make lunch for them

"Let's make pizza daddy." She squealed

"Okay."

30 mins later

"Okay sweetie let's go get them."

I grabbed Elizas' hand and we walked outside.

"Boys lunch is ready." I yelled

They jogged in the house and started crowding the food.

"Aht go wash your hands." I said putting my hand on my hip and George walked over to me.

"You look hot in this apron." He smirked and grabbed my hips

"Wash your hands." I grumbled

"Fine."

After they both came back.

"Did you guys have fun." I smiled fixing their plates

"Yeah daddy. We had a lot of fun."

"I'm glad. Go eat you food okay." I said ruffling his hair and handing him his plate.

"And you?" I walked closer to George

"Enjoyed every minute. I've been thinking."

"What." I backed away

"Andrès' hair is getting pretty long."

"No." I deadpan

"Why?"

"Because I said so."

"I haven't even said it yet."

"we're not cutting it." I grumbled.

I started feeling nauseous and ran back upstairs and ran into the bathroom and threw up again.

"Oh baby." George said while his eyes softened

"I-I'm okay." I said panting.

"Let's get you into bed honey."

I went to get up and fell back down and threw up again.

"Baby... are you sure your okay." He said rubbing my back

"Yes babe I'm okay. I just need to lay down." I stood up and sat at the edge of the bed.

"Lay down and get some rest babyboy. I'll make you some soup."

"O-Okay."

This isn't nothing I'm not used too. When I was pregnant with Andrès. It wasn't that bad but maybe it was something deeper than it is now. I just hope that it's not nothing serious. I know morning sickness isn't that bad and I'm able to eat a little bit I just don't want George to worry about me, Because I'm okay but he's so sweet and he takes care of me and he makes sure that I'm ok. That's the best thing. I couldn't ask for anybody better than him.

I really wanna marry him I think he's the one he's always been the one I mean look at him he's perfect... His personality is better, He loves me for me he's just so mature. I couldn't imagine myself and nobody else but him He makes my heart flutter every time I'm with him and I'm kind of glad that we're having another baby. We've already two kids and they turned out to be great amazing children.

"Here baby, I brought your soup."

"Thanks Papa but I am okay." I plead

"No your weak. You have to eat okay. You have to take care of yourself. You always take care of us."

"Okay baby. I'll eat the soup." I took a sip

"Mmm really good." I smiled

He laid in bed next to me and we cuddled and he kissed my lips gently.

"What was that for." I blushed

"For being you. For taking care of us." He kissed me again

"Awe baby." I teared up a bit "You know I'm pregnant and emotional." And he giggled

"I know baby. Listen start taking care of you."

"Okay." I snuggled into his chest.

"Wait, I can take my shirt off I know you like that." He smiled and took his shirt off and I did the same.

"Better??" He pulled me closer

"Yeah.." I blushed

I like the whole skin contact thing. It makes me calm and hearing his heart beat helps regulate mines and he's warm and I'm always so cold. He kissed my forehead.

"I love you papa." I kissed him

"I love you too babyboy." He pushed my head closer to his chest. "Sleep Love."

"Okay." I yawned.