drunk-dazed | enhypen

sixteen

'who are you?'

'i'm hyebin, don't you remember me?'

'never met a hyebin in my life'

'well i've seen you in a lot of my "lives" and i saw you in my real life too'

'well who am i in my real life'

'i guess you were in this like party and there and stuff and a lot of blood-'

'oh i remember now, aren't you that girl in the school uniform that came in with an invitation that heeseung gave you?'

'why are you here though?'

'attention all passengers, you have reached your destination'

the tram somehow started dissolving, like a melting ice lolly on a sunny day

it started dissolving tom top to bottom, revealing a bright white room

i wasn't even quite sure if it even was a room

it was so bright i could barely see my own hands, nevermind what was around me

i wondered if the other passengers were in the same room as me or we all have individual rooms

'all passengers, please look above you'

i looked above me and i saw

this profile type of thing?

it had my age, my birthday, my name, a photo of me, and every single piece of private information available as possible

even down to the microsecond i was born

'kim hyebin. 16 years old. you have visited
in total, 3 of your lives, and you have unfortunately failed to live in all of them.'

'who are you? why am i even here?'

silence followed my question

'answer me, tell me why am i here'

'we cannot answer that question madam.'

'why not'

'stop asking questions. just follow the red arrow on the ground to your next destination'

i did what i was told and entered another room that looked exactly the same as the previous one

bright, white, wasn't easy to the eyes

but this time, four doorways appeared in front of me

pink, beige, purple and red

there was a small sign in green on the ground

please choose one life to continue with. you can choose from the three lives you visited or you can continue with your original life. please choose wisely. you have 30 minutes. any memory of this will be wiped.

a clock started counting down

the strange thing was, there wasn't any signs to show which life was which

i walked around in circles, wondering how i will figure out which life was which

i wanted to go back to my original life

i wondered if the colours had any clues

i stared at the red doorway

then i suddenly got reminded of the red blood sunoo offered me

and the red fountain

it all started making sense now

all the colours represent a life i visited

the pink was for the life at the castle, resembling the magnificent pink roses in the castle gardens, the beige for the colour of the coffee at the cafe in the prom life, purple for the school trip life which resembled the colour of my jacket

and of course, red for blood

i stepped cautiously towards the red door way

i held my breath and quickly stepped through

but nothing was there

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hi guys :)

after reconstructing the story, it's way easier to write this

this is one long chapter compared to my normal chapter length with around 280 words lol