I have voyaged and hunted
For the return of my elation
I have rowed the sea of sadness
And I have cut, sliced and burnt
Every trace I could find of hurt
And sorrow
I have taken over
As the new leader of happiness
And peace.
I have fought
Bitterly fought
for grace
And I will therefore inscribe
My journey on the walls of my heart
Because I am a widow of love
And I mourn my pain
My scars grieve
And open a space for my heart
To heal.
For I will forever remember
The agony,
the coldness
And anger of my dejection
