Live For Me Sunshine

Natasha's POV:
After Bruce informed us of Y/n's condition the three of us decided to stay in the medbay to keep Wanda and Y/n company.
I may not show it but I feel wretched for what happened,afterall I was the one who proposed the idea to Luciane and technically forced Wanda  to scan Y/n's memories,my own selfishness got the better of me,my desire to know Y/n's past and my frustration of not getting any answers made me do stupid things and now it's backfiring and I didn't even get the answers I need

When Fury came in the compound which he rarely does, he informed me that every information that I get my hands on regarding the twins will be handed over to S.H.I.E.L.D. means it's now officially my mission to keep an eye on
Y/n.

As of now I don't have any information aside from her powers and she's not from Earth, I tried asking Wanda what exactly she saw in Y/n's memories but she refused to give me a definite answer,maybe Luciane told her to not share what they both saw in there for Y/n's sake

Y/n and I have gotten closer but I still feel like I don't know her,we don't talk about our past when we are together,I don't want to ask her cause if I did she'll also ask about mine and that's a conversation I'm not yet ready to have with her

My mind drifted to the night when I took Y/n out for dinner,the exact night where I tried to kiss her not only once but twice but still I was in vain, I don't know what came to me that night but the thought of her lips on mine just feels right and her body being close to mine made me feel oddly at ease giving some sense of comfort,whenever I'm with her I seem to forget everything,my attention will be consumed completely by her nothing else maybe that's also why I forgot to bring up her past whenever we hang out cause I get really distracted by her
Also when she's near me my body seems to go on autopilot making me want to hold her close to me. That same night when we went to check on her in the spare room,when she jumped into my arms and broke down made me suddenly feel the need to protect her

"Hellooo earth to Natalia!" My thoughts were disrupted by Yelena snapping her fingers in my face, I slapped her hands away glaring at her

"Don't call me that"

"Well you've been staring at the void for some time now, Luciane is asking you something"
Have I really been daydreaming about Y/n? Geez get a grip Nat!

"Oh yeah, What is it?" I nodded to Luciane who's smirking at me

"You like my sister" she said her smile growing reaching her eyes

"That's not even a question" I deadpanned leaning further in my seat crossing my arms

"Ha! So you do like her" Yelena butts in

"What?! No that's not what I mean! What I'm saying is,what Luciane said didn't sound like a question" defending myself only made my situation worse as Wanda speaks next

"We know what you mean Nat,we heard what Lucy said as well,why are you being so defensive? if I can recall correctly you held Y/n in your lap and let her fall asleep on you which is something not a typical Natasha Romanoff  would do" she taunted her voice tinted with a teasing tone.

"Ok first off Im not being--"

" Y/n slept on your lap and you didn't tell me?! Ouch Nat I thought we're sisters" Yelena faked hurt wiping nonexistent tears from her eyes earning a laugh from Y/n's twin

"Oh yeah she did, I also remember her calling  Y/n 'darling'  and whispering sweet utterance in her ears while she cried in her arms, they're in their own world as if I'm not even there"Wanda added making Yelena let out an exaggerated gasp

Flustered as that memory once again appeared in my mind I hid my face in my hands and the way Wanda worded it made me blush even more

I can't believe I'm dealing with this right now,these idiots are unbelievable and I don't even know where they're getting these ideas from, I'm just trying to comfort Y/n anyone would do that, I did tried to kiss her twice but they don't need to know that,But what if I really do like her.

"You like her...you just don't want to admit it for whatever reason" Luciane spoke up not looking at any of us but to her sister who's laying down still unconscious. What if Y/n can hear any of this?

"Well I do like her" I mindlessly said also  my eyes on trained Y/n examining her features,she might look pale and thinner than a week ago but she's still stunning as every there goes my body again, forgetting how to think straight whenever Y/n is on sight realizing what I had just said I tried to redeem myself

"I mean,yeah I do like her but not that way she's a great person, she's nice to everyone, maybe a little sarcastic and stubborn,but that's the fun of her so what's there not to like."I know I made a good point since the three idiots just shrugged

"Hmm yeah whatever"

"If you say so"

"Keep telling that to yourself Nat"

They all collectively said but they didn't push any further dropping the topic which I am grateful for but I'd be lying if I don't admit that what they all said got me thinking about what I truly feel for the girl.

We spend the whole day in there catching up and joking around, just enjoying one another's company only going out to get food or use the restroom,some of the team also came in to check on Y/n but didn't stay long enough.

The day is about to end Yelena already went to bed with Luciane those two became inseparable lately that it's almost suspicious but whatever they're doing is none of my business,I don't think I wanna know either.

"They look cute don't you think?"

"Yeah I guess so..."

"It would be a lot of fun if we all go out sometime...you know like a triple date, Me and Vision, Luciane and Yelena, Then Y/n and you!" She clapped her hands amused with her idea

"just when I thought we're over this conversation" I sighed shaking my head shuffling  in my seat which only earned a laugh from Wanda

"Hmm yeah we're absolutely not over it yet, anyway you can go rest if you want,I can sit with Y/n tonight" she suggests

"You're kicking me out already?" Wanda flicked my forehead making me wince in pain, playfully glaring at her I hit her arm we continued back and forth laughing at our childish antics

"I can stay with Y/n,you go sleep in your bed this chair isn't comfy at all trust me you won't want to deal with achy muscles in the morning"

"So you've been sleeping here all the time?!" Good job Natasha you just gave Wanda another reason to tease you about liking Y/n

"Just go sleep Maximoff I'll call you right away when something happens ok?" Avoiding her question I pushed her out of the medbay

"Now look who's kicking out who" she said as she's now out of the door

"Goodnight Wanda..." rolling my eyes I shut the door in her face.

Now that I'm left alone with Y/n I drag the reclining chair I put in here just a few days ago, thank God Wanda didn't noticed it or else she'll talk her way to stay here

I propped myself on the chair getting comfy,Wanda was right I've been sleeping in here everyday so I could monitor Y/n and also I actually just wanna be with her,Bruce said it'd be nice if people are talking to Y/n letting her know that we're here for her but I didn't know what to say so I sneaked in her lab and stole her book called "Love" written by Leo Buscaglia it's a small golden book with red inscriptions on the cover and a big heart dent design, she must've read this book a million times seeing that it's pretty old.

When I'm comfortable enough in my chair I picked up a book and took Y/n's hand on the other while I flipped through pages as I read to her til I myself felt sleepy,I set the book down and stood up,I tucked Y/n better making sure she's warm then kissed her forehead goodnight

"I miss you Y/n, please wake up soon,I miss your sunflowers every morning,the team keeps making joke that my suitor lost interest in me" I laughed to myself remembering how annoying Clint has been with the suitor thing he's been on my neck ever since Y/n started giving me those cute flowers.

"Live for me sunshine..." I whispered only for Y/n to hear,hoping that she can actually hear it then kissed her forehead and hand once more,I went back to my seat beside Y/n and dimmed the lights a little only enough for me to see her,I took her hand in mine and drifted off to sleep.