His Obsession

Part 28

Corpse POV:

What the actual fuck! She's kissing on Jackson while his hands are all over her! Just wait until I talk to her. Oh wait should I talk to her? I mean technically we're broken up but it still hurts to see how fast she moved on. Maybe this is a sign that I should move on too. Ugh but I can't I still love her despite her acting crazy. It's like I could feel my heart breaking. I never felt this way before with anyone not even Emma. I should just move on permanently I don't deserve to feel this way and after everything me and her been through. I mean I literally killed a man for her and now I feel like that was all for nothing. I feel numb and sad. Why did I even show up in the first place. I just need to go home and forget about her.

I get in my car and leave her house. As I'm driving I could feel a small lump in my throat like I was about to cry. I'll give myself a day to feel sad about her then after that I'm done with her for good. It's for the best. I arrived to my house and walked in the front door. I looked around and tried to find anything that reminds me of her. Then I remember the sex tape and her underwear I still have it. I go to my bathroom and lift the ceiling tiles and grab everything. I open the file and started the video. Ugh why does it hurt watching this? This could of be us right now, but it's her and Jackson now. It hurts but I can't look away. I grab her underwear and smell it but it lost her scent. As I'm watching the video I get a boner. I'm not sure why I have one but I do. I pulled my pants down and grabbed some lotion to start jerking off. I moan her name. "Ugh y/n why did you have to do this to me." I know this is wrong but it feels so good. I just picture us having some great sex. I need to stop. I stopped the video and pulled my pants up. This is wrong she's the one who broke up with me I was willing to work this out but she wasn't and I have to accept that. I threw her underwear away but I couldn't throw the memory card with our sex tape away. I'll just keep it just in case. I go upstairs to my room and lay down. Maybe some sleep will help me.

The next morning....

Y/n POV:

I wake up to the sound of someone outside cutting the grass. I move around in the bed and feel a body next to me. I smile and hugged him.

Y/n: good morning babe.

Jackson: good morning!

Y/n: AHHH what the hell?

Jackson; what's wrong?

I looked at him confused but I remember what happened last night. Me and corpse broke up and I slept with Jackson. Shit shit shit! How could I've been so careless. I'm such a whore I just slept the with first guy that gave me attention right after I broke up with the love of my life. I can't believe I did that. I want to talk to corpse and tell him what happened. I know we broke up but he deserves to know.

Jackson: hey are you ok?

Y/n: wait no! Last night was-

Jackson: amazing.

Y/n: no it was a mistake. That'll never happened again.

Jackson: but you weren't saying that last night when we had sex....twice.

Shit! Now I remember we definitely did have sex twice.

Y/n: well you caught me in a vulnerable moment. I'm still in love with corpse.

Jackson: I know that but you also have feelings for me too. I personally didn't want to have sex last night but you kinda insisted we did. I'm not complaining or anything.

Y/n: this is too much last night shouldn't have happened.

Jackson: are you going to keep telling yourself that because you don't like me or you do like me your just making an excuse to hide your feelings.

Y/n: wait no I meant what I said!

Jackson: haha alright ok. So if I kissed you right now what would you do?

Y/n: I'll push you off.

Jackson: ok let's test that theory.

He lays me down and gets on top of me. He leans in to kiss me but my body wouldn't move. My brain is telling me to push him off but my arms won't move. Next thing I know he's lips met mine. He kisses me softly and I could feel him smiling too. Damnit what is wrong with me. Could I actually like this? Could I actually have feelings for him? What about corpse my feelings for him are still there, but I think I might have feelings for Jackson too.

Jackson: how come you didn't push me off?

Y/n; because-

Jackson: it's ok to have feelings for more than one person. It's ok if you like me because I definitely like you.

Y/n: I-

I grab his face and kissed him passionately. This is wrong but it feels so right. He's this only one who truly understands me.