His Obsession

Part 29

Y/n POV:

Jackson is the only one who actually understands me. I mean he knew me forever and always treated me right. I guess last night made me see him differently. When he kisses me he does it so gentle. I'm used to doing it roughly but this feels nice. I can feel his smile on my lips. He breaks the kiss and looks at me.

Jackson: we should probably talk.

Y/n: yeah ok.

Jackson: look I really like what we're doing right now you have no idea, but what's going on with us? I don't want to just be you rebound after you and corpse broke up. I don't want to be a causal hookup for you. I want to actually be with you like seriously. I don't want to leave here and I come back and your with corpse again. I want this to be real.

Y/n: Jackson. I understand where you're coming from. You're not a causal hookup and your not my rebound. I'm starting to see you in a different way then I did before. I don't regret last night because it made me see you differently, but like I said I'm still in love with corpse. I need to tell him what happened between us he deserves to know.

Jackson: ok I get it y/n. I'll wait for you to make a decision no matter how long it takes.

Y/n: thanks Jackson I should probably go tell corpse in person.

After we talk we get dressed. I'm nervous to see him but he deserves to know. Jackson heads home and kisses me before he leaves. I get in my car and head to corpse house. Once I arrived my nerves started to kick in. What if he hates me for doing this to him? I can't sit here I have to go. I get out the car walk to the door. I take a deep breath and knock. I hear foot steps and the door opens.

Corpse: y/n?

Y/n: hey corpse can we talk?

He opened the door with his shirt off and only his underwear on? I wonder what he did last night.

Corpse: talk about what exactly? Our break up or you fucking Jackson?

Y/n: wait how did you-

Corpse: I tried to go over your house last night but when I got there I saw you and him kissing on the porch.

Y/n: corpse I'm sorry I didn't-

Corpse: you didn't what? Mean it? Y/n you definitely have feelings for Jackson.

Y/n: I do. I know it probably hurts to hear that but my feelings for you never went away. I just have to make a decision.

Corpse: my feelings for you haven't changed either y/n, but the fact that you could move on so quickly is just.....heartbreaking. Yes we had problems in our relationship but we could've worked it out. Oh and for your information Sarah was a lady who worked at the jewelry store. I was trying to get a promise right made for you.

Y/n: what? I had no idea.

Corpse: of course you didn't you never let me explain myself. You clearly couldn't see how much I love you. Hell I killed for you. What more do you need?

Y/n: nothing I'm sorry. I never met to hurt you.

Corpse: I know you didn't, but you did. What you did with Jackson was unforgivable to me. He literally came here before to threaten me and I turned around and he's in your bed. Kissing you. Pleasuring you. That was supposed to me forever because I wanted to be with you forever.

Y/n: *cries* corpse I'm so sorry but I can't control my feelings. I was in a vulnerable state and Jackson was there.

Corpse: THATS THE THING Y/N! It was supposed to be me. We could've talked about us and worked things out. I wouldn't even be surprised if y'all had sex twice.

Y/n:.....

Corpse: wow so y'all did.

He hit his fist against the door.

Corpse: damnit y/n! I obviously wasn't good enough for you. Maybe Jackson would treat you better.

Y/n: stop saying that! You were amazing to me. I cherished every moment with you.

Corpse: I did too, but I can't be with you y/n. I don't deserve this I never felt so hurt and betrayed. This is the last time you'll see me. Don't come back here. Block my number and whatever I left at your house just throw it away or burn it I don't care. I'm done with you.

Y/n: *cries* please can we just talk about this?

Corpse: when you broke up with me you didn't want to talk about anything. Please just leave.

Y/n: b-but I love you....

Corpse: I love you too so much that I have to let you go.

He walks up to me and wipes the tears from my face. He grabs my face and kisses me. This kiss felt nothing like his normal kisses. This was him saying goodbye to me. Letting me go. He pulls away and kisses my forehead and whispered.

Corpse: goodbye y/n...

And just like that he closes the door.