Warnings: Mature Language, Violence, Choking, Very Angry Carol, Prank day, Homophobic slurs, Making out, Cheating, Abusive themes, implications of rape.
A/N: A lot of this involving Carol is a whole lot of my own filler seen as the episode this is based off she's not in.
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❝𝐖𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐠 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐬?❞
"𝐘𝐨𝐮, 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 selfish little freak!" Pablo spat at me as I cradled Santiago, "Not in front of the baby huh? I'm trying to get him off to sleep." I stated rocking my crying son from side to side. "I don't care! Whose this girl on your phone?" He asked, it was like he was quizzing me on everything lately. "She's just a friend." I replied hushing Santiago. "Go put him in the crib." Pablo ordered. "Amor, he needs comfort--" I went to say. "¡Perra, hazlo ahora! Necesitamos tener palabras Juliana!"Bitch, go do it now! We need to have words Juliana. He fired at me as I rushed to do so.
I arrived back quicker then ever for my boyfriend to grab a hold of my face harshly, "¿Me estás engañando?" "Are you cheating on me?" He sneered. "¡No! Tricia es solo una amiga, no tenía dónde quedarse hace un tiempo y bueno, se quedó sin hogar. Hice un arreglo para ayudarla a pagar las cosas, tiene una lista de todo lo que le debe a Pablo.." I explained, she was called Tricia Miller and was only like seventeen.
"No! Tricia she is just a friend, she had nowhere to stay a while back and well she became homeless. I made an arrangement to help her pay back for stuff, she has a list of all she owes Pablo.."
"¡Mentirosa!" He yelled pushing me down to the floor. "Liar!" "You're just a little lying dyke aren't you Juliana! Little little plaything that everyone gets bored off! Because no one's gonna love you, god I'm surprised I do!" Pablo shouted causing tears to well in my eyes. "Maybe I need to show you what a man really wants... What he needs from a woman." He sneered yanking me up and bending me over the table. "I'm gonna show you princessa, papa is gonna show you... Stop you being a dyke." He growled causing my eyes to bolt open.
Day 5 of not being able to sleep over Pablo, I thought I'd be over the flashbacks by now... But I guess not.
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𝐀𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐬 𝐈 woke up I just knew today was going to be full of shit, that's the problem with this place, there's always going to be something wrong with it. And for once- it wasn't Carol looming over my shoulder, it was the fact I missed my girlfriend. I walked over to the gates before going to my job, "Hey Hellman." I whispered. "What do you want inmate?" He asked, god his head looked like a fucking egg. "I was well, wondering if you knew anything about a certain inmate?" I asked him.
