Warning: Mature Language, Gangs, Sexual References, Carolina Fluff, Kickball, Slurs, Mentions of Stabbing and Abuse, Gangsta Juliana, Violence, Mentions of neglect and abandonment, Abandonment Issues implied, Bullying (I don't condone with bullying yet in this chapter Juliana is a bully)
A/N: Another long chapter because I love writing Carol and Juliana! And I'm too obsessed with oitnb rn!
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"𝐒𝐨 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝, 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐚 gonna come join me or what?" Carol asked as I was slumped on my bunk staring at the ceiling, I hadn't joined Carol because she's different to Nicky. Nicky and I began dating by her asking me in the middle of fucking- Carol proved to be more of a romantic, more of like I'd made the right decision. "Come on is it too hard of a question baby girl?" She spoke, "No, I'm just thinking is all mami, I get lost in my thoughts sometimes." I confessed before hopping off of my bunk.
"What're you thinkin' about? I'm not forcing you to discuss such deep personal things yet but one thing bout me, you cannot lie to me." Carol told me before beckoning me to come closer, "Please, I won't bite." She grinned as I smirked laying next to my girlfriend and snuggling up to her. "I never thought you'd beg for my affections." I joked before she kissed my neck. "So, Carol Denning my girlfriend, it's so nice to say." I admitted as she smiled.
"I thought you didn't do that." I smirked resting my head on her chest, "Do what little one?" Care wondered. "Smile. You look so hot with a smile on." I smirked feeling my eyes slowly begin to close.
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𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐈 woke up before my girlfriend. I want to never get used to saying that- the first time I say it gives me butterflies...I was shocked myself with Carol being awake, she usually doesn't sleep for very long, standing by her mottos of hate and "Barbies a bitch.". I smirked looking at her glasses on the shelf and tip toed quietly to put them on, "Take them off baby girl." Carols voice mumbled. "Sorry mami, do they not suit me?" I blinked softly smiling as she smiled. "I wouldn't know- I can't fuckin see." She gruffly replied as I smirked taking her glasses off my face and placing them on hers before kissing her lips.
"How long have you been up?" Carol asked softly rubbing her eyes. "Five minutes, I had something to watch." I smiled as she blinked at me, "You watched me sleep? Do I snore? Debbie used to complain I snored." She wondered. "Same with Pablo, it was always like "ugh bitch stop snoring grr." Then he'd stomp off." I stated. "I'm sorry you had to go through that baby." She softly spoke before cooing at me to sit with her.
I sat up next to Carol and laid on her chest. "I just don't know what I can do to help my kid. Some days I just wish he had new parents you know, nice ones that'd take him to the park or gelato and he'd have a nice yard and stuff... Sorry I know you're not a kid person I just-" I rambled on. "You just feel like it's your fault, but it's not okay? It's Pablo's, if he'd never been an asshole you'd have never been in here," Carol soothed kissing my nape of the neck.
