Spin the bottle

Chapter one: the party

- This is dedicated to my best friend Daria, who I would never have started this story without, thank you for believing in me, ilysm.
- And to Kato for giving me the idea!<3

Wille's POV:
It was the first party of the year, August wasn't here anymore because he found out and he told everyone. Now that August was expelled, I tough it would be okay to go at a party again... So I did, I went with Felice, two of her friends and Sara because she was now an inner student at Hillerska ( I still don't know how that happened, I will ask Felice about that later...) . It's kinda weird because she doesn't remind me of him. She's the quiet girl, he was the laughing out loud boy. She pays attention to her apparence and to what she says, he did not, and that didn't stop me to think he was mature and the most beautiful person I ever met.

When we arrived at the party, something in the air felt familiar even tho I didn't personally know much of the persons there but the people i got here with and some friends I spotted at the middle of the room... I just guessed it was them and the location...
They then decided to make groups to play game, so we made two groups of 35+/- persons. We went in a room next to the main one and we all sat on couches and chairs that were here and there. Still something was familiar in the air but now I was sure it wasn't the location because I've never been in this part of the mansion.
Felice got up on her chair, she was next to me so I got surprised it was her standing but then I remembered she was the popular girl, and it made me think that i was the popular boy, the crown prince and the reason I fucked up everything with him... It was weird to think of him that much, it was the third time the same evening and i forced myself not to think of him the whole Christmas break... what was wrong with me tonight?

Simon's POV:
Back at partying... I didn't even wanted to do this but Sara dragged me here once again, and once again I said yes. Now that we were both interns, we could go to parties without me selling illegal stuff and it was better like this. I understood why Sara wanted to go to parties, she could be more a part of the group there was, in parallels what I didn't understood was that she wanted me to go too because she was only staying with Felice and her other friends. I was alone but I was used to it, used to it since he left me. Why did it hurt that much just to think of him? i didn't know but i know it did way much more than I wish it would have.
When we got there me and Sara went into separate ways, she went with her group of friends and I stayed alone.
As I watched her go with her friend group i saw there was a fifth person even tho i knew that in Sara's friend group they were only 4... I watched closer and I felt that i was tearing up. I shouldn't have looked closer, oh gosh
I hate myself so much right now... Why? Why did I looked closer?!
If I wouldn't have looked I wouldn't have recognized this blond hair,
if I wouldn't have looked I wouldn't have recognized the way that this fifth person was standing, even tho it wasn't like usual, everyone could have seen that person was sad,
If I wouldn't have looked I wouldn't have recognized him...