Insta-stalker

The next day

On Friday I woke up still thinking about my plan.

I fell asleep thinking about my plan and dreamed about it.

I hope it would work and I hope it would prove Kenley isn't cause she is one of my few main friends and if she is the owner of this account I don't know what I will do.

Wait I know.

I can describe what I would do in one word.

Cut.

I would cut my wrists but I would do it so many times I might consider cutting my thighs instead.

I have just started and found it addicting to add on to the pain I have already.

I used to make fun of people that do, but now I understand.

When things like finding out bad news happens I get angry.

I hope Kenley is NOT "@dest.i.know.your.secrets".

I went to school like in on normal days.

I wake up, maybe eat my fridge, do my make up (like a clown), and straighten my hair.

I honestly think I am a trend setter and someday everyone else might look like a clown and then I will stop so I'll look better than everyone else and every guy will like me.

I crush on every guy that's the slightest bit cute to me.

I don't think there is a problem with it.

Enough about that.

After I left I got a ride from my neighbors.

They are nice and seemed interested in my life a little too much but they are cool.

When I get to school I creep on people in the parking lot until the bus arrives.

After the bus arrives, I sit and watch it until a few minutes have passed and then I get out and get on.

I tell everyone that it's Kenley and how I'm so mad at her even though I wasn't completely sure it was her.

They all say "oh" like they already knew so now I'm even more convinced that it actually is her.

I told them my plan and right as I finished Kenley happened to get on the bus.

I acted like I knew nothing and just said hey.

After some awkward silence I invited her over for a sleepover that night.

She thought it was a good idea and called her mom and luckily her mom said she could stay the night.

I celebrated in my head a bit before I told her what I had "planned."

She had no clue what was coming for her.

When the bus finally, came to a halt I was already out of my seat and standing right in front of the door.

This day was gonna be long and ruff but well worth it in the end.