Chapter 36

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I am four months pregnant and still barely showing if I wear big t-shirts and big sweat shirts. Sara and Will have been supporting me all the way. No one else in school besides them know that I am pregnant. Not even the teachers know. All I can truly say is thank God I don't have PE. Otherwise I would have to change in front of the other girls and into the gym uniforms. Then it would be obvious that I was pregnant. Then I'd probably be classified as a total whore.


"I'm tired." I said one day when Sara and Will were over studying.


"I bet you are." Will said.


"What's that supposed to mean?" I asked him.


He sighs. "Nothing bad, Desi, I promise. I just mean that you have dark circles under your eyes. Like you haven't slept at all."


"I haven't." I admitted.


"Then sleep some!" Sara said.


I shake my head. "Maybe if I ace the finals then I can see Hayden. This is my last test as a senior. Then I have to go to college. Maybe if I am lucky then I can go back home over the summer, even if I don't get to stay there while I am in college."


I still never called Curt and Courtney's house home. It just didn't feel like home. Home was where people loved you. Here I felt like a burdon and hated.


Home was where Hayden was there to kiss me and hold me. Hug me tightly and tell me everything would be okay if I had a nightmare. Here if I had a nightmare I was told to get over it and shut the hell up with my crying. Unless Will and Sara were over. Then they would try the best they could to cheer me up. Which they couldn't do. It was just something that couldn't get better until I saw Hayden.


"You've studied harder then anyone in the class!" Sara said, "You deserve some sleep."


I shake my head. "I've always struggled in school, right now I can't afford to fail if I want to see him again."


Will rolls his eyes. "Fine but after the finals we are coming over for a day of spa."


"All right." I agreed.


"Yay, now let's hit the books again." Sara says. Then my stomach growls. "Or we could get some food."


I blush. "I'll go get food Anyone want anything?"


They shake their heads.


I go into the kitchen and pull a tub of chocolate ice cream out of the freezer. I put it in the microwave for thirty seconds to soften it up a bit then get a spoon. I take it out and go back into the living room, eating some of it all the way.


"How can you eat that much?" Sara asks once I have eaten the entire tub of ice cream.


I shrugged. "Feeding for two remember?"


"Speaking of which, when are you having your first doctors appointment?" she asks me.


"They won't take me." I said.


"We can take you," Will offers.


I smile at him. "Thanks. And hopefully soon. Just have to find a good place so I can go."


"I can help you with that." Sara said. "We can to go the place my mom went when she was pregnant with my little brother. I can schedule an appointment."


I smiled. "Thank you soooo much!" I hugged her tightly.


"Uh, I feel left out!" Will said.


I pulled him into a tight hug. "You guys are the greatest!"


"We know." they say and we all laugh.

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