Keeping Up With the Fab Squad

We love you Zayn

So yesterday my heart was broken and I honestly have been crying since

And there's people telling me to get over it

But they don't understand how much Zayn and the rest of the boys mean to me

They've made me happy when no one else could and brought me faith when all seemed lost

And now Zayn's gone

I can actually say the first time I've had my heart broken was by Zayn

If Zayn's happy with his decision then that's all that matters to me in the end

I'm just glad that he did what he needed to do and he can be happy with Perrie

But I blame management

They worked the boys way to hard and I'm not sure how they've been able to handle it

I mean we've always hated management but now I have them even more

And only having the four of them looks so weird and it's just not right

I can't call them one direction anymore

I have to call them Niall, Louis, Liam, and Harry

I probably seems like I'm overreacting a bit

But I'm just sad

I'll be okay eventually

And the boys (yes, all five of them bc Zayn will always be a part if this band) will be okay too

They're happy and I haven't lost faith in them

And I never will

I still love and support the boys fully

And we'll always love you Zayn

And I really say 'but' 'and' & 'so' a lot

Thanks probably a really bad habit I should break

Stay strong my loves
~Court