My James Dean- A Matthew Espinosa Love Story

Chapter 3

Zoe's POV :
When I woke my head hurt like hell and I can honestly say this was the worst hangover I have ever had in my entire life. As I tried to get up I realized I was in someone's grip. I turned over as smoothly as possible to see who it was and when I realized who it was- let's just say "I was shocked" is an understatement! I was in bed with Matthew Espinosa. I mean I've known Matt since fifth grade and he was my only friend for a really long time. Matt was my first everything honestly but we always agreed it wouldn't happen again and the fact that IT did happen again scared the living day lights out of me. I'm sure he doesn't have feelings for me. I mean, we dated for like a week before we realized it was just really weird- well more like he felt a little weird but I was so happy and I have and always will have feelings for him. Will they ever be as strong as they were when I was younger? No, never! But, I still do love him in many ways. All I could think of is getting out of his grip and how... But I don't want to just leave him like this..
Maybe I should just go back to sleep, I thought long and hard until Matt woke up and just looked at me and trust me he looked just as confused as I did.

Matts POV: ( yes I'm switching it up)
I woke up with Zoe in my arms. I tried to play it off like I didn't know what the hell happened but I did. I knew exactly what happened, and it's something that I have wanted to happen since junior year. And if you haven't figured out what IT is yet, it's sex. No it's not a bad word all teenagers either know about it, or have done it. But Zoe is different it's not "just sex" with her. I truly care about her and I truly do feel bad about what happened so knowing Zoe I'm just going to be completely honest and upfront about everything. She needs to know and I really don't care if she's mad she deserves the truth for once in her life.

Zoe's POV:
Matt what happened last night? Is all I could ask. And I was completely scared for his answer
His reply made me feel giddy and nervous on the inside because he said it so.. Sweetly
( here's the conversation below)
Matt: we had sex, and trust me we used protection so everything is okay!
Me: thank god, Matt I'm really sor-
Matt: don't be 😉 I've been meaning to ask you this for a long time but would you like to go out sometime?
Me: uhhhh no
Matt: wait what
Me: literally I don't won't to be asked out on a date after drunk sex
Matt: then when do you want me to ask
Me: meet me at Starbucks at 4:00 tomorrow then we can do this the right way
And before I left I gave Matt a quick kiss on the check just to show how much I did like him. As I walked out I walked around the neighbor hood before I asked Sophie to pick me up, and once I got in the car every detail spilled out and there were so many mixed emotions that I cried.
Sophie looked me like I was a damn fool I most likely did look like one but once I pulled myself together I explained I'm just nervous for another relationship after everything with Alex. And with Sophie being the awesome friend she is sent out a group SOS text to all the girls and soon they were over with ice cream and anything to make a best friend feel better. After watching my favorite movie Almost Famous, we turned up some Justin Bieber, One Direction (still having feels about Zayn 😭), Miley Cyrus, and some more cool people. Then we all sat down and just talked about our lives etc. when Sophie said something completely random. You know if making out with THE Aaron Carpenter isn't random. Then EVERYBODY was spilling who in the world their tounges touched last night! Estela and Gilinsky, Zoe and Nash, Noelani and Shawn. Mikaila and Cam and Everyone else in the whole damn school, the crazy thing is that they all basically made out with someone they once dated or liked, until everyone realized I hadn't said anything. That's when Estela questioned me.
"Z, who did you kiss last night"
"I didn't kiss anyone... I slept with Matt"
And that's when the questions and the long nights of giggles began...
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So this was a filler chapter and I'm so sorry if anything is spelled wrong or if you feel I'm moving to fast in the story. Now I have it on mature for language and possibly anything else a little inappropriate so I'm just warning you now! Also you guys should go read LouisTomlinsonsWify book it's amazing and she is Sophie in my story! I promise that if you enjoy my book you will enjoy hers! I hope everyone has had a good week, night 👋👋