My James Dean- A Matthew Espinosa Love Story

Chapter 15

I'm the worst I know but school is out and I have no life so now I can update more often! Once again I'm sorry on my lack of updates! Listen to Nat King Cole L-O-V-E or anything by Frank Sinatra while reading this chapter
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Zoe's POV:
"Why the fuck would you agree to something so disgusting Zoe, I can't be-"
"Because I need the publicity, Matt needs a reboot in his career and it's just convenient, damn it's not like we are ever going to date again" once I said that it was like my mind was clear and I realized I probably sounded like a complete bitch and I looked at Matt who looked hurt. But I mean we aren't going to date and that's that.
"Excuse me I need to leave for a minute" and with that Matt walks out with Sophie not to far behind.
"Look G, I get it I'm a slut, whore, bitch, homie hopper or whatever else you want to call m-"
"I didn't mean those things dammit" Jack yells in anger
"As I was saying" I continued "but I want you to know I really truly care about you but this is really needed and I need to trust my gut."
"Well when you fall for him again and he hurts you like last time go to someone else I'm done with your bullshit."
I didn't really want to keep arguing with an angry jack so I let the argument go.

Matts POV:
"I guess it's best I know now right?"
"Matt you and I both know you and Zoe you guys will be fine!" Sophie responded with a heart warming smile.
"Aaron is lucky to have you, Zoe to! You're honestly a great friend and I just want to thank you." I continue while wiping my tears
"No problem Matt." And then the door opened with a pissed Gilinsky.
"You hurt her again you'll never have the chance to even think of her again got that?"
"You don't scare me Jack, and I won't hurt her you just wait and see!"
He turned and walked away and I didn't really know what to say so I just looked at Sophie and she just looked sick.
"Matt everything will be okay. I'll talk to Jack and you just keep going on with the plan okay?"
"Okay." (THE FAULT IN OUR STARS UFRNUNRUNEDJNHEBHEBU)
"Do you really think Jack will kill me?" It was a question I needed to ask and Sophie laughed so I assumed she meant no until she said "obviously." Then I kinda just gave a chuckle because I really didn't have any words
Johnson, Sammy, and Nate came out and we did the "bro hug" and they all waved to Sophie. Then everyone just began to leave and I walked in with just Aaron and Zoe left. Aaron cleared his throat and said "Sophie and I need to get home so we will see you guys later." And walked out.
"So, you want a drink" she asked and gave me that award winning smile.
"I think it's called for" was all I could respond

Zoe's Pov:
I asked Aaron to get him and Sophie to leave. I think Matt and I need time to talk shit out. Figure out if we actually want to go through with this, and make sure neither one of falls for the other. I was just sitting and talking with Matt just like old times. Before all this dating drama happened before me becoming the "group hoe" and everything. It was perfect soft rain, wine, and just music like Frank Sinatra playing in the back ground. I decided I wanted some cookies (im sorry I have a craving right now) so we got up to make some! And the best part was that Matt was making them, HOME FUCKING MADE! Now Matts clumsy as hell and not the smartest but his baking skills are crazy! I was helping him when he threw flow at me. It quickly turned into a little food fight and it was so much fun without all the stress. With all the alcohol in our systems, the cliché setting, the light rain, and L-O-V-E by Nat King Cole playing, everything just felt so right and it happened. I kissed Matthew Lee Espinosa and feelings came right back and as bad as it is to say it, I missed those lips that tasted like strawberrys. Everything was right until he pulled away and just said "I gotta go."
But I'm not giving up that easy and he needs to realize that

Matts POV:
As much as I wanted it I couldn't take advantage of her in her state so I just said I had to go and turned around but she grabbed my wrist "But I want this, and I know you want this to happen to" and she knew exactly what she was doing with that sly little smirk of hers and I gave in, and bloody hell it felt amazing to have her in my embrace again. Even though we wern't together anymore, we didn't just have sex that night we made love and it felt right. I knew she might not want to admit to this but I didn't even care. It was everything I had wanted for two years, and we both fell asleep with two hours remaining of moonlight with smiles on our faces.
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This sucked asshole I'm sorry but to make up I will have a week of updates and if I miss a day the next day you will have two updates I love you all and thank you for your patience