Hindi ko alam saan ko ibabaling ang aking iisipin. Sa pagtawag ba niya sa akin ng baby o yung kaisipan na nandito siya sa bar na ito.
He grabbed my wrist and dragged me. I protested! Yung bag ko nasa table pa, tsaka hindi pa ako nakakapag paalam sakanila!
I stopped my foot from getting dragged. He looked at me.
"S-sir, yung bag ko po nasa table pa, tsaka hindi pa ako nakakapag-paalam sakanila...." I told him straight. Nawala ata ang kalasingan ko.
"I'll have someone to fetch it. Let's go." He dragged me again outside. Nagpatangay ako dahil pagod na din ako ngayon araw.
He opened the door for me and I went inside. He was heavily breathing. His hands is holding the steering wheel so tightly.
For a minute I felt so scared. I don't know what he'll do to me, bakit ba siya galit na galit? Wala bang ulam sa bahay? Bakit hindi nalang siya nagtake out? Baka may meeting siyang pinuntahan at kailangan kasama ako? O baka may mali akong nagawa sa opisina? Hindi ko ba naayos ang schedule niya? Alam ko naayos ko na yun ah?
He was driving silently. I was just facing the window. Nawala na talaga tuluyan ang aking kalasingan sa gulat.
When we arrived home, I quickly went out of the car and went inside. I can hear the door of the car closing, indicating that he is getting out now too.
Binilisan ko pa ang aking lakad, ayoko muna siyang kausapin.
"Aviana!" He called out.
I ignored him and went upstairs. He catched up to me and grabbed my arm. I breathed heavily before turning around.
"Yes sir?" I faked a smile.
"Let's talk."
He dragged me inside my room and sat me in my bed. I sat there and played with my fingers again.
"What the hell were you doing in that place?! Hindi ka man lang nagsabi sa akin?!!" He ran his fingers through his hair.
"Bakit po? May meeting po ba kayo kanina na kailangan kasama ako? Tapos na po ang shift ko non, or baka kasi walang ulam sa bahay? Sorry po pero pwede naman kayo magtake ou—"
"Fuck!" He exclaimed loudly which made me jump in my place a bit.
"You'll really act innocent huh?" He hissed.
I bowed my head. I know what he's talking about. I just want to forget it okay? It's no big deal. Parehas kaming tinawag ng laman. Pwede naman naming kalimutan na nangyari iyon.
I sighed.
"Sir, I am sorry that happened. Can we just forget about it? I'm sorry pero ginusto nating parehas iyon. Sana hindi nito maapektuhan ang trabaho ko..." I bowed my head.
I heard nothing from him after that so I lifted my head up only to see him looking at me dangerously. His eyes was burning so much. I got chills.
Nagulat ako ng bigla siyang lumapit at hinalikan ako. He pushed me to lay down and he went on top of me, not breaking the kiss. He put my arms on top of my head.
"I like you Aviana you hear me? I like you so much... I don't want other guys touching you, I don't like other guys staring at you and I don't like other guys near you. Do you understand me? You're mine alone." He whispered in my ears.
I gasped but he took that opportunity to kiss me again. I can't process what he said because of the heat building up inside me. He started unbuttoning my blouse and he threw it somewhere in the room. He started massaging my melons while I was still in my bra. I released a soft moan.
