Arranged Marriage - [Jenlisa]

Chapter 10

Jennie's POV

"Ready?" Jisoo asked me.

"Yes."

"Just tell me if you're not, okay? I won't force you to come." Jisoo worried tone was obvious.

"Nah, it's been a decade since I visit him despite that it's still hurts so much."

"I understand Jendeuk, for sure your parents was also there."

"For sure."

"Happy birthday Jen." Jisoo said while smiling.

"There's no happy on my birthday, Chu. My day was the worst day of my whole life."

"Your birthday and your brother death day was both different."

"It's still the same." The same day happened.

Our drive went silent and no one dares to talk. I know Jisoo was very worried about me, it's been 8 years since I visited my older brother. I admit, I don't have a strong courage to visit him I felt ashame and sad at the same moment. I felt sorry for him, I know I promise on him that I will visit him no matter what happened. But, promise was not always a promise. I love him so much and he knew it.

"We're here, Jen."

"Thanks, Chu."

"Always for you, Jen."

I get out the car and went to my brother grave while Jisoo was on my back. I saw Mom and Dad... I want to laughed but I can't.

I think they felt my presence so they turn their face on us. Surely, my Mom will throw a sarcastic tone. I bet for that.

"Oh, I thought you don't have a guts to visit your lovely brother, Jennie." Mom said.

I put the flower that I and Jisoo bought earlier before we went here. Purple flower was her favorite color of flower, even if you gave him a fake flower but it's purple he'll going to accept it whole hearted.

I didn't reply to my Mom, I don't want to start an argument in front of my brother's grave. It's really disrespectful.

"Hi Oppa! I miss you and I'm sorry if I took many years to visit you again, I just felt so sorry for you and I can't take it." I touch her grave name and I swallow the lump. "I'm sorry..." And I cried.

Jisoo immediately went in my side and make a soft caresses on my back and I can't help but to burst out crying again. I don't want my parents to see me like this again, vulnerable, and weak. I hate it. But I can't stop it also. It really hurts that I couldn't take it anymore.

"Oh, Happy birthday, Jennie." My mom said sarcastically. I face her and make a small smiled.

They leave after.

"Jen."

"No I'm fine Chu."

"We should go."

I nodded my head.

"3 days from now, your getting married."

"I know. I still didn't tell to Chahee about this, for sure If she knew about this she would skin me alive."

"Good luck, you need more of it."

"Yes, thanks."

Jisoo drop me to the building where I was living, she bid her good bye to me and leave after. She said, she had a important meeting with her dick-head boss that made her groaned in annoyance, her boss couldn't even gave Jisoo a one day off. What an ass boss he is.