Arranged Marriage - [Jenlisa]

Chapter 30

I dedicate this chapter to my readers who keep waiting and supporting this story.

Jennie's POV

My life has been so hard and complicated. I don't want to do a drama here. But I can't help but to remember all of the circumstances I face because of my great parents. I guess you already know that part.

The plot twist of this story is that I like Lisa now. I'm still confuse of this feeling of mine, I don't know. It's just that one day I realize or feel that I already like Lisa. I've been liking her doings especially how she care for me or how she listen to all of my stories.

All the heavy duty I was making for her to atleast stop the wedding. All the burdensome things I made too. Damn, there's one time I ask Lisa and she keep asking what, so she ended up having a bruise. It irritates me! I know she heard it but she pretend to be deaf.

I've got a lot of time to figure out my feelings for Lisa. But, I came to the point where I keep asking my self, why it bothers me all the time Lisa is with me. Or why do I felt something I'd never feel before.

I feel like not hiring any makeup artist for my so called wedding. So instead of wasting my money, well not my money because all the expenses of this wedding of ours she want to use her own money for this. And I don't have the heart to stop her despite of me having a money too.

Both Lisa and Jisoo insist to hire a make up artist for me, despite of me knowing how to do my own make up. Aside from doing my make up I can also do my own outfit like picking it and slaying them all. Of course, I never like make up artist especially if they were inspiring their own make up from somebody else and I never like them.

You know thick make up, gross. Okay, no hate but I'm just stating a good facts here. No offense. I never like people who do make up that does not suit them. Put a make up on your face to booster up your self-confidence but please not too much that you look like a damn clown.

Natural beauty is the best believe me. Be confident and stop thinking the judgment of those bitches. They were just envious.

Additionally, I also hate girls who keep doing their self pretty for a boy than a man. Like girl? Keep being pretty for your self not for other people who don't give a shit with you.

I sighed.

By the way!

The day has finay come! This is the day that they've been waiting for. Our wedding.

But I don't feel any strange emotion from myself, just nothingness. I couldn't feel what the others feel if they will get married. What is it? Excitement? Happiness? Grateful? Goodness, even happiness never walked by on my nerves.

I mentally rolled my eyes.

Sometimes I just don't want to feel any happiness because I know in the end there's a way the sadness will come.

Not everyone who is happy is truly happy. Sometimes you keep ignoring the sadness just to be happy. You forgot how to be happy without feeling the sadness.

If we felt happy all the time, we might end up missing opportunities to improve ourselves, fight for what we believe in, or engage in some of the most meaningful endeavors of our lives.

"Ruby Jane?" It's Jisoo.

"Yes?" I blinked multiple times before smiling at her.

I don't want to make Jisoo worried.

"Are you feeling something? You look like you are bothered on something." She is the one who is doing my makeup right now well half of it now.

She is good at this so I let her be.