Maddie's POV
When we walk into the dressing room all the mums and Abby come and gives us hugs and congratulate us.
"Congratulations for winning the group routine, we bet Jeanette and Candy Apples which is fantastic. Congratulations to everybody for placing their solos and my biggest congratulations goes to Mackenzie Ziegler for winning her first ever dance competition. I am so proud of her and so should everybody else in this room" says Abby then she gets a tweet and looks like she's about to cry
"Madison, outside for a moment please" says Abby
Oh no, Abby used my full name this can't be good. I walk outside the room to where Abby tells me to go.
"MADISON NICOLE ZIEGLER, I THOUGHT YOU WERE PERFECT BUT TURNS OUT YOUR JUST A LITTLE DEPRESSED SLUT WHO HAS NO LIFE, I SHOULD NOT HAVE TRUSTED YOU AS THE LEAD DANCER, JOJO IS RIGHT YOU ARE AWFUL AND NOBODY SHOULD LIKE YOU!!!" Shouts Abby. How could Abby Lee Miller say this? The only person who I truly trusted left me.
"Can I please go to the bathroom?" I ask
"I don't care" says Abby as she walks off
I find a scrap peice of paper, a pen and a razor and I go into the bathroom not to pee, but to end my life. If nobody wants me then what's the point of living? I begin to write my suicide note
Dear cruel world
What's the point of living when nobody likes you? Accepts you? Or appreciates you?
Today I will leave this earth and never return. I am so sorry but it's come to that point in time.To Abby Miller- At first I thought I could trust you, but your just like what the fans of the show say. An evil, mean, aggressive and horrible teacher. Honestly I hope you die in a hole
To Kalani Hilliker and Nia Frazier- You are great dance members and so incredibly talented. I wish you luck for your futures as you are amazing
To Kendall Vertes- My bestest and sometimes only friend. I loved you and you loved me, we told everything to each other and I wish you good luck for the future.
To JoJo and Jessalyn Siwa, Cathy Stein-Nesbitt, Jeanette and Ava Cota- You are AWFUL members of the dance community. You are liars and cheaters and I wish you no happiness in the future
To my parents, Melissa and Kurt- I will miss you and I hope you understand I did this for my own good and I will miss you
To Mackenzie Ziegler- You are the most precious little sister anybody could ever ask for, you re so talented and I wish you much happiness for the future.
Goodbye, and hope to never see you again
After I finish writing the note I quickly get my razor out and here I go, goodbye and hope to never see you soon