MikuXLuka

Afraid

Lukas POV:

It was early in the morning, I had creeped out of the warmth of the bed to feel the cool morning air hit my body. I shivered, glancing to my left, out window was open due to a warm afternoon yesterday. 'I must of forgot to close it?' Asking myself, as I tip toed across the room, careful not to wake the other person in bed. My slender fingers had grabbed the window's edge, and slid the doors shut. It made squeaks that echoed through the room, making me cringe. After a few struggling minutes of pulling the squeaking window shut, I relaxed my shoulders, thankful I didn't wake the my sleeping tsundere.

'My tsundere?' I asked myself that question. Brushing my hair away from my face, I shook my head. "She's not mine." I scoffed. A faint blush had painted itself on my face. 'Damn.....' I do this everytime I think about it.

Remembering when I had forced my lips upon a younger girl. She was surprised, but yet in a weird fashion she had accepted the kiss. She allowed my to get a little taste of her vanilla flavor. It was the best kiss I've ever experience, though I wish it was more. I wanted to run my fingers through her hair, and hold close, pecking her with kisses.

Sighing, I shook those wishes away. I can't do that.... well not now. Glancing over my shoulder, to see the bunk bed. My bed was on the top, and the sleeping tsundere was on the bottom.

Her hair was placed all around her body like a blanket, with it over flowing off the bed, making it shimmer in the early morning light. She muttered in her sleep, real words failing to come from her soft pink lips. As she shifted in bed, her one of her Long legs had slipped out from under the blanket, and almost hung off the bed. She slept as an innocent child.

Walking closer, I took a seat at the edge of her bed, looking down at the sleeping girl. Carefully I brushed her bangs out of her face, and held it. My hand had cupped her face, I could feel the warmth flowing off of her. Shifting myself, I made myself more open with her, now I could move my other arm. Slowly without thinking, my other hand had grabbed hers, fingers were fumbling to interlock. Smiling shyly, I wanted more. Leaning closer to her, I was only inches apart, now only centimeters. Looking her over, I felt pride, as if I was already calling her mine.

"But I can't......." I whispered, moving away. Standing up, I walked away from Miku, and stalked off to the bathroom. Shutting the wooden door, I leaned myself against the cool wall. Hands that were touching her a few moments ago, were grabbing my own hair, tugging in frustration.

I sat in the bathroom, pissed at myself. I can't do that. Reminding myself, that I can't take what I want. I have to be gentle, sweet, caring, and most of all patient.

"Damn, Ill never get anywhere," I cursed at myself.

A small knock at the door made me jump, scaring me a bit. Slowly I creeped up, and twisted the door knob. Pulling open the door, I saw the you get girl yawn, with hair flowing around her like a cape. Edges stinking out at some points. After her yawn, she opened her eyes and stared blankly at me.

"Luka? What are you doing up? Morning classes were cancelled. So you can sleep in." Miku had stated, she was clearly half asleep. I smiled warmly.

"Couldn't sleep." I managed to say with a half lie. 'Yea couldn't sleep, I had you on my mind... again.' I wish I said that out loud.

"Are you afraid of the dark too?" Her voice had squeaked.

'Too?' Miku, was afraid of something so harmless. The dark, was like my best friend, I was able to tell the dark all my secrets and dreams and it would keep them. I shook my head. "Sorry no I'm not, but you are aren't you?" I said with a little tease. Miku blushed, and shoved me abit.

"Screw off." She pout, as she stalked off to her bed. I followed close behind her, grabbing her wrist. I spun her around so she was face to face with me. Her teal orbs were big, and staring at me. "Luka?" she asked.

I blushed, realizing what I was doing. My grip had loosen an her wrist. "Sorry." I looked away from her adorable face. The room fell silent, leaving me to only hear my heart beat and her breath.

"Luka?"

I turned my face to look at her again. "Yea...?"

"Would.... I mean could you sleep with me?"

I nearly fell back from what she said. without another moment I answered "Yes." She lead me to her bed. I let her climb under the covers and get comfy. I soon followed. Laying next to her, I felt out skin touch, my body was on fire from her touch. I want to stay with her forever.