Chapter 62

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Mae's POV
After went home and closed the door behind me I felt the pain again I leaned against the doorframe trying to focus
What was happening to me?
"Mae?..you alright?"I saw a blurry figure towards me
"Yeah..just maybe the tequila kicking in"I walked soberly trying to reach the stairs I almost fell luckily michelle was there to catch me
"I'll get the pain relievers"she assisted me up stairs and laid me down at my bed seconds later she was holding pills and a glass of water
"Here"I took it from her and chugged it down I fell asleep moments later
I felt sore my body won't move it just painful

After a week
Woke up this morning to feel this head ache again it keeps getting worse and worse every passing day just unbearable I haven't told anyone about it i just say I'm fine when they ask me
I went up feeling Abit worse then yesterday I took up the courage to get up and freshen up
After a few minutes I got out and wore maybe a band shirt and skinny jeans I threw them there I noticed my phone buzz
Cara texted me
Cara:hey pick you up after 20 minutes 😉
Me:alright be there
Cara:I love you
Me:I love you too
With that I changed and had breakfast I felt this head ache consume me it was getting worse and worse I almost fainted yesterday I haven't really been eating properly since I feel light
I heard a honk outside and bid michelle goodbye
We arrived at school normal I still feel dizzy
"Babe..you alright?"grabbing my hand kissing my knuckles
"Yeah..just not my usual self"
"Tell me if something is wrong alright?"
"I will"i don't want people worrying so much about me
After 1st 2nd 3rd period it was lunch I went straight to the nurses office for a check up after testing me Abit the nurse had prices of parts in ER hands I guess that's my results
"Mae...we aren't sure if this is official but we suspect...maybe a migrane-"I spoke quickly "good just a migrane"
"Maam other signs point to brain tumor"by that my jaw hanged open she handed me a piece of paper I re read it I saw my jaw clenched how am I going to tell this to cara kendall my family I thanked the nurse and handed me the paper I forced tears in my eyes wiping them I shoved the papers angrily at my locker shutting it
Why me?!
After this day I sneaked out avoiding cara kendall kate any of my friends even Peter
I went out after school to a friend/doctor
"Charles?"
"Mae?..how are you?"I called him
"Can I schedule a check up today?"
"Why what's wrong?"
"Just please?"
"Sure come here 30 minutes alright?"
"Cool thanks"I hanged up and ran to his clinic which wasn't far to be honest I entered and saw him checking a patient
He looked at me and flashed a smile after 30 minutes I was sitting across him answering all his questions testing me for signs
"So Charles?"
"Mae..."
"What?"
"You're-"
"God spit it out!"
"You have brain tumor"he said cracking
I had my jaw hanging I was crying covering my face Charlie hugging me patting my back
"Mae....it needs surgery"I looked up "the pain is increasing rapidly so is the virus its covering almost half of your brain it needs surgery fast"he said I cried even more
"I'll tell your mom and dad if you want?"he reassured me
"No I'll tell them it's best if it comes to me"I took the palates and said thank you and goodbye to him
He wasn't a close friend but if I say something he obeys it
I looked at the papers placing them in my bag I ran to the house and called cara
"Babe?!..where were you?!"I heard cara shouting with worry
"I'm fine cara im going home"
"But-"I hanged up an ran home as I got home I ran to my room and sat there and took out the papers I saw a positive sign
"I have brain tumor"I mumbled out
I was angry and shove the papers at my secret box it was full of precious memories I could've sworn I forgotten i smiled t my box so precious
I felt pain increase as I know it I was screaming in pain michelle wasn't home she was at work I held my head wanting the pain to stop just make it stop I fell to the ground Uncousious

Michelle's pov
I was home and went up to see my sister I peaked and saw her lying on the floor
I walked in and carried her I saw her box of memories beside her I remember that i placed her there and shut the door it was silent I never touched her box of memories her old friends her baby toys baby pictures everything she kept in that box it was precious to her
I fell asleep and wondered about mae she wasn't eating straight she's not speaking well it was working me a lot

Mae's POV
I woke up with an aggressive pain and remembered what I did yesterday I have brain tumor
My phone wrang at the night stand i picked it up an answered a call from cara
"Babe...you alright?"I need to lie I really don't like people working to much about me
"I'm fine"I felt a pain in my head it's getting worse everyday
"Alright call me alright I'm at the mall with kendall"she said
"Love you baby alright bye"I whispered
"Love you too babe"she hanged up and I immediatly laid back what am I going to do
I don't want people to know I'm sick I need to handle this just enough time I can do this im strong girl I can do this I don't want people knowing I know it's a bad idea they are already stressed by me I can't tell them 'hey I have brain tumor'
After weeks
The pain just keeps getting worse and worse and people are starting to notice I was getting pale and I wasn't eating right
"Mae.."kendall
"Eat..your getting slimmer"she pointed a spoon at my mouth
I didn't hesitate and just took the spoon of food and fed it to myself then I was done I went out earlier
I went to my locker and opened it to see the paper I shoved in it it reminded me of my health im getting i healthier everyday pale thin and no energy
I wasn't attending volleyball practice anymore today's the big game and everyone needs me I grabbed my gym bag and went to the covered court and decided to warm up I need the exercise
I began to run 30 minute laps and stretch it made me a little bit better
I did some routines and noticed someone was watching I looked up the bleacher to see kate my bestfriend looking at me
"Mae..you've been pale"she walked down slowly"what's going on with you?"
I answered her "nothing just bored"she took a ball and passed it to me soon enough we were playing hardcore I was having a hard time keeping up she was so aggressive
I won our little game and was exhausted "I'm going back to the team"I started and drank my bottle of water
"Good coach is really posses since you left he never was the same"I chuckled and stood up to
"Kate I miss you"I walked out leaving her unable to speak I wa walking I felt a sharp pain hit me surprised I held my head and lened on the lockers for support the pain was unbearable it was so painful
I regained my self and using the energy left I ran to my car and drive fast I couldn't bear the pain it's so powerful I need to it's the only thing that can make me strong
I fell asleep am earlier than yesterday

Cara's POV
Something's up with mae she's been avoiding me these pass 2 weeks it's frustrating to say your girlfriend is depressed
Maybe she needs some space you know I let her bet jut needing space tommorow a the volleyball game im excited I'll get to see kendall play ball hahaha I'm looking forward to it

Cara Delevingne (fanfic)Dove le storie prendono vita. Scoprilo ora