When is it my turn kalluto story

Somethings wrong

(This includes gore, spoilers for the movie, and a lot of bad emotions viewer discretion is advised!)

"Kalluto, dear come downstairs." Mother called out to me. It's strange that mother had began paying attention to me but I enjoyed the attention.

I walked downstairs slowly, still getting used to walking after sleeping that long of a time. When I arrived downstairs mother had told me I have a big job coming up later today, so I went into my room and packed the essentials. I felt strange like this had happened before but I pushed that feeling away. When I finished packing my bags I walked outside and pushed open the gates where I walked through a crowd of tourists. They all looked at me weirdly while I walked away but someone grabbed my shoulder and I felt my heart drop it was Zafira.

"Kalluto.." She said in a raspy voice while cupping my face in her hands. "But...h-how are y-" I started asking but I felt something happening with my eyes it felt like they were becoming lighter, I pushed her hands away from my face and closed my eyes. I kept my eyes closed for a little bit the rubbed them "who are you?" I demanded and a crowd of tourists were forming around me and her. "You're dead!" I screamed while opening my eyes to look at her.

"Am I, Kalluto dear." A smirk formed on her face. I closed my eyes and focused my nen and I could feel strings of aura coming from behind her like she was a puppet. The it clicked she was a puppet! I pulled out my fan and activated my nen, reading myself to put an end to this but I couldn't.

"Zafira. You may have used me but I love you!" I yelled trying to get her real selfs attention. "Please fight this zafira, I know you're in there please I need you! I want to go back to that night where we danced until the sun went down! I want to go back to when you insulted hisoka! I want to go back to when we went swimming in greed island," my voice began to break, "zafira want you back!"

Zafira giggles and that giggle turned into a full on laugh. "YOU THINK I ACTUALLY LOVED YOU?! IT WAS ALL A LIE I'M SO MUCH BETTER WITHOUT YOU!" She shouted at me.

All my hope vanished.
I felt my emotions fade away until all I felt was one, which was anger.

I activated my nen and all my emotions flooded back. I began crying and slashed her neck open. "I TRUSTED YOU!" I slashed her right arm off. "I DEPENDED ON YOU!" I cut her left hand off. "I CARED FOR YOU!" I cut her left arm off. "AND MOST OF ALL I LOVED YOU!" I cut her head off. I pulled out a knife and stabbed her chest over and over. I was crying so hard now I looked down at her lying on the ground lifeless and I collapsed on top of her. "why........Why.....WHY...." I started in a whisper but got louder and louder.

I sat up looking at her again. "I'm so so sorry. I grabbed her mangled body and carried it around the gate of the zoldyck mansion where I buried her.